haha. tired.
word of all working personal. no work can let you feel at ease unless you yourself make you feel at ease. what can i tell? this year is my very hectic year. let see. most of my holidays, as in weekends and public holiday will be cleared by doing some other activities.
As far as i'm concern, this year is my most year of traveling. Even just for five months, i've been traveling here and there numerous times already. the most place i traveled is of course KL. i will travel back to KL almost every fortnight. that goes all my weekends.
So far, my body got familiar already with this kind of situation. going back via bus at night after working hour, reached KL mostly 5 hours afterword. waiting. running. walking. and being dumped. hahaha. most of the time is like that. then stay in KL for one night. and without resting, straight back to Penang. reach in very early in the morning. waiting, chased by dog, walking, running. normal.
All these activities are normal to me. My life getting bussier in a few weeks back. very hectic. morning, evening, night. the only time left for me to resting my parts of body is when i get to sleep. and so, everyday i will try to keep myself rest for above six hours at least. just to tune back my body.
Argh!!! I really need my time resting. HOLLIDAY...WHERE ARE YOU?????
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Sms
nothing to say. this 'sms'es thingy make me sick sometimes. a law of nature. being hated is the most thing hated.
i don't know where i did wrong. i always being scolded and more. i don't know what else to say. just wanna hate the person or not. the person shows too much hatred to me as if i have done massive mistakes that i supposed i have to take the responsibility for the whole of my life.
before this i have received a lot of deceiving messages. it's seems like i don't deserve to be liken. i don't deserve to be loved. i don't deserve to be friend with all the people in this world.
one step out from the house, my actions will be watched. it seems like i don't have a life at all. my life is just for work work and work. that's it? is that all i can do?
i'm dying of being hated by this person. but the word 'love' contracted me with the term of let it be. let the person has it all. let the person satisfies the needs. let it be. and let it be.
the smses? they are so harsh to be shown here. have fun with your day!
i don't know where i did wrong. i always being scolded and more. i don't know what else to say. just wanna hate the person or not. the person shows too much hatred to me as if i have done massive mistakes that i supposed i have to take the responsibility for the whole of my life.
before this i have received a lot of deceiving messages. it's seems like i don't deserve to be liken. i don't deserve to be loved. i don't deserve to be friend with all the people in this world.
one step out from the house, my actions will be watched. it seems like i don't have a life at all. my life is just for work work and work. that's it? is that all i can do?
i'm dying of being hated by this person. but the word 'love' contracted me with the term of let it be. let the person has it all. let the person satisfies the needs. let it be. and let it be.
the smses? they are so harsh to be shown here. have fun with your day!
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