the left over tiredness

haha. tired.

word of all working personal. no work can let you feel at ease unless you yourself make you feel at ease. what can i tell? this year is my very hectic year. let see. most of my holidays, as in weekends and public holiday will be cleared by doing some other activities.

As far as i'm concern, this year is my most year of traveling. Even just for five months, i've been traveling here and there numerous times already. the most place i traveled is of course KL. i will travel back to KL almost every fortnight. that goes all my weekends.

So far, my body got familiar already with this kind of situation. going back via bus at night after working hour, reached KL mostly 5 hours afterword. waiting. running. walking. and being dumped. hahaha. most of the time is like that. then stay in KL for one night. and without resting, straight back to Penang. reach in very early in the morning. waiting, chased by dog, walking, running. normal.

All these activities are normal to me. My life getting bussier in a few weeks back. very hectic. morning, evening, night. the only time left for me to resting my parts of body is when i get to sleep. and so, everyday i will try to keep myself rest for above six hours at least. just to tune back my body.

Argh!!! I really need my time resting. HOLLIDAY...WHERE ARE YOU?????

Sms

nothing to say. this 'sms'es thingy make me sick sometimes. a law of nature. being hated is the most thing hated.

i don't know where i did wrong. i always being scolded and more. i don't know what else to say. just wanna hate the person or not. the person shows too much hatred to me as if i have done massive mistakes that i supposed i have to take the responsibility for the whole of my life.

before this i have received a lot of deceiving messages. it's seems like i don't deserve to be liken. i don't deserve to be loved. i don't deserve to be friend with all the people in this world.

one step out from the house, my actions will be watched. it seems like i don't have a life at all. my life is just for work work and work. that's it? is that all i can do?

i'm dying of being hated by this person. but the word 'love' contracted me with the term of let it be. let the person has it all. let the person satisfies the needs. let it be. and let it be.

the smses? they are so harsh to be shown here. have fun with your day!

Buddy system.

And now.i've been introduced to a new system where i need to teach teachers on how to communicate in english.isn't that funny to be heard.

Well, since the government wants them to apply the language in their p&p process, so that how the buddy system is being introduced.

Teacher who teaches math and science, need to take an exam, and we, as their buddy, must help them to conquer the rules of this language.

And also, we've started it at almost two weeks already. As for me, i've been given two teachers to handle. And those two are also the seniors in that school.

Argh!!how am i suppose to teach them well since i'm also need a lot of things to learn!!Ayang..help me!!!HELP

mengada-ngada

Setelah jauh aku berkelana. Aku dapati diri aku bukan keseorangan. Aku ada ramai kawan di serata pelusuk negara ini. Dan bukan juga aku nak abaikan dorang semua. Doranglah yang menjadi teman untuk aku berbicara waktu berduka. Dorang lah yang banyak simpan rahsia dilema hidup aku.

Dan juga setelah lama aku tidak memonopoli bidang penulisan ini, tidak bermakna aku akan berdiam diri umpama menyuruh orang menganggap aku mati.

Well then, just leave the comments ya.

Lebih Tiga Bulan

Disebabkan TagMe aku dah melampau-lampau orang komen, aku pon jadik terdesak.hehe. Sebenarnya pada aku, aku menaip ni untuk menghilangkan rasa kebosanan dalam hidup aku.

And lately, aku dah ada hobi yang baru. Bermain PS2 dan juga bermanja-manja dengan anak kucing. Kadang-kadang tu, aku ada gak surfing internet tgk apa-apa yang patut.

Untuk Click, Amirahsyuhada, Fizz, Lego, e-chub, aku nak mintak maaf bebanyak sebab aku kurang update cerita-cerita aku. Tapi takper. After this, I'll try to create more stories for all of you to read.

Till then, bye.

it was two days of two days ago.

well, actually nothing much happened two days ago. Stayed at home and doing nothing. Most of my holiday, I spent them at home. Well, if before I'm a traveler, but seems like i have to reduce that kind of programe. Well, I need to save my money for this incoming merdeka. I wanna go back to Pahang. Yeay!! Mummy, here I come.

occay, back to topic, the two days of twos day ago. I was thinking about updating my blog. but then something happened. the pc hanged. S**t man. well the topic for that day is about I'm staying at home and watching a movie titled The Godfather, and I want to write a preview about the movie. well seems like its not my day.haha.

Lately, I also did not enter my blogsite. So at the time i enter my blogsite, I found there were lots of messege left at my tagboard. arhg!!..Guys, I reply them if I feel like I want to.ahaha.

ok then...adios...

return

Assalamu'alaikum everybody.long time no see.
lately i had became a lazy grown up. Don't know why. Seems like i almost got everything I want from my childhood.

I also not going anywhere while this school holiday. just staying at home and watching movies bought from stores. even though it was very "unhappy" period, but i have to face it. Besides, I gain my weight too. Hope I do not get too chubby.haha.

Things went down all smooth. My brother's wedding ceremony is almost at the time but still I don't feel so eager to face it. Sam with this incoming indipendance day of our country. I don't feel any good about it. Seems like all of us are so happy celebrating it and just don't care about our past.hehe. still celebrating it using the 'west side' way.

why don't they just group together at the mosque and do the 'doa selamat'?instead of enjoying it by dancing, singging all those melodies which totally out of rhythm. and all the youngsters having their couples and go anywhere they like. it indipendance what?huh.Dmn you!Cruse you!Huh..oh well. just leave them with their world. i'll just carry on what i suppose to do in my own life.

Adios

hari itu

hari itu,
sendirian tanpa teman,
mundar mandir di birai taman,
mengenang untung rugi nasib,
sentiasa berpusing-pusing,
berlegar-legar di ruang,
kotak pemikiran yang kosong.

hari itu,
masih lagi mencari,
di setiap sudut,
kotak pemikiran itu,
yang masih kosong dan sepi,
tanpa berita,
tanpa cerita,
tanpa sinis,

hari itu,
terus lagi bercambah,
merebakkan wabak,
terus menerus tanpa dihalang,
terus meliputi ruang yang kosong,
terus mengisi sudut yang dingin,
terus menghantui,
setiap ruang pemikiran yang kosong,

hari itu,
hari ini,
hari esok,
terus saja kosong,
yang bermain di kotak pemikiran itu,
yang dulu sentiasa berisi.


noBta yang kekosongan

Aku?

Kesibukan aku?ya..mungkin..terhadap komitmen aku yang lain. tak salah sekiranya aku berkata-kata sebegitu.

Selepas sahaja aku balik dari Selangor hari tu, sakit kepala aku semakin mengurang. Bila aku bagitau mak, dia kata aku sakit sebab rindu dengan keluarga. Betul ker?

Mungkin jugak. Empat tahun lepas perkara yang sama berlaku bilamana aku tak jumpa ngan parent aku lebih kurang tujuh bulan. Dan kepala aku sakit macam nak pecah. Bila jumpa doktor, dorang kata stress. So dorang bagi cuti n aku balik kampung jumpa my parent.

Alhamdulillah semua jadi ok balik. Tapi waktu tuh aku tak perasan lagi. Maybe sekarang baru aku nak sedar tentang kebenarannya kan?

Entahlah. Nak menaip blog sendirik pon macam kurang selesa dah. Kenapa? Entahlah..

Al-Fatihah to my grandfather

Three days ago, I went back to Selangor. My grandfather passed away. In the morning and I got the messege from my father in the afternoon.

I rushed up calling all my siblings around here at Penang. Around 7 pm, my brothers, sister and me started our journey from Penang to Selangor. We arrived there around 1.30 am. Most of our relatives were asleep already except for my mom, dad, Pak Lang, Mak Yang, and Paksu. Also two of my cousins.

Dad let us wacthed the face of arwah. He was so calm. Just like a normal sleep. With smile. I'm so touched when i saw his face. After I read the Yassin, adn some pages of Al-Quran, I felt so sleepy. It was 6.30 then.

Around 8.30 am, it time to bath the corpse. Now I experiencing on how to give bath for the corpse. Quite hard. 9.15 am, the corpse being sent for pray. Then time to burry the corpse. And the burried remain steady. Everything gone well.

At night, a small ceremony being held to pray for the arwah. Everyone looks just fine. Since arwah went in easy way, so everybody has no worry at all.

I came back to Penang yesterday. I had to rush because I had an appointment to make with the doctor regarding on my headache. Too bad.

Anyway, the look on arwah's face was totally make me relieve. What kind of face that I'll look like when I die soon? Only He knows how.

Headache and hope

What a painfull headache I had past few weeks. Seems like this world is turning upside down. Thank goodness there is a special person who always keep taking care of me.

Even though the school holiday is for two weeks, but I still can't manage to go back to Pahang. Since I have some appointments to make with the doctor.

Every two days, I have to check my blood presure. I don't know what going on with me. Seems like I'm having a rough time due to my daily routine. It is not something that I can accept. But I hope for the time being, I can mange it. Just a hope.

a long, long time..

it's been a very long time i didn't post my entry. i dunno why. let say if i'm a busy man. why i can't spend my time just for a bit to upload some news stories, rite?hehe.

Nah..it just i'd been so lazy to create my story. lack of ideas. but still i have stories to tell to the others.

yesterday, i went to my old school. to get my latets payslip.and also wanted to see old friends. you know what, most of them said that i'm kinda getting bigger. am i? a bit i think. last year, 65 kgs. this year my weight almost reached 70 kgs. how's that?haha.

the reason is simple. i told them, i'm too happy with my life lately. also my new school's headmaster is a very understanding one.that's why la beb.haha.

next two weeks, the school holiday will start. and i don't think i'm going back to my hometown.since my parent is goiung to came here.again?haha.

ok guys, see you in my next entry..adioss..

Humang aih..

erk..lamanya aku tak hapdet..dah penuh sawang kat rumah aku neh.haha. bukannya apa kan. pc problem la plak. bengang seh..haha.

Minggu lepas, balik kl ngan eisz pasal nak repair pc.jauh tuh nak repair pc.hiks. So, sampai sana ingat nak gi lepak kat umah blogger comel sorang nih, tapi dia plak boleh pegi genting. Erm..nak lepak ngan Fizz tak tau plak nak kontek dia camner. Amirah syuhada? Nun jauh di seberang beliau sedang mengajar barangkali.uhuk.mesti tersedak kan.

Erm.. ada gak terpikir nak lepak-lepak ngan bro naga ke, tapi segan la plak.kang orang kata dah tak tau nak pegi mana baru la nak ajak lepak sekali kan.hahaha. dah tuh?memang betul pon.memang dah tak tau nak pegi mana. hasilnya, terpaksa melangut kat rumah member eisz sampai pc siap di repair.iskiskisk.

So, dalam minggu nih, aku kena set soalan untuk semua pelajar aku. nanti korang, aku buat susah-susah.biar korang semua takder sorang pon dapat A.muahaha.babai.

My Received Wishes

As my phone's clock showed 12:09 am, I received a message from my most love one wishing me birthday.

The second wished from my badminton's group and there were five of them.

The Third was from my sister at 6 o'clock in the morning.

And the last one, is from e-chub. Thanks u guys.

As for my love one, no need to worry, you gave me a present earlier than my birthdate.hehe. Thank you so much.

Kurik Kundi as for the Behaviour Campaign

I don't know why, but most of Siti's songs, I like this song more than other.

Tajuk: Kurik Kundi
Artis: Siti Nurhaliza
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KURIK KUNDI

(1)
Nak berkabar tingginya budi kita ya tuan
Nak berkisah kaya tutur bicara
Kalau tinggi untung jadi bintang
Oh... oh... oh...oh...
Kalau rendah masih jadi intan

(Solo)
Teratak mahligai bak dipayung teduhnya
Bila budi melingkar anak asuhan
Adat yang lama berbudi berbahasa
Akar kehidupannya

(Ramai)
Yang kurik tu kundi
Yang merah saga
Baik budi indahlah bahasa
Oh... oh... oh...oh...
Pantun lama tinggi kiasannya

(Solo)
Berpantun seloka sambil menari canggung
Serentak melangkah rentak timur diarak
Gurau senda
Sopannya dijaga
Sepakat makin kukuh terikat

(Ramai)
Hang dok pi hang dok mai
Lagu tu lagu mana
Pi sini pi sana depa menghela sakan
Awatlah dok kalut megah condong ke barat
Mai kita...

(Ramai)
Pakat tarik ramai-ramai
Biar ke timur condongnya....(tu kah)

Ulang (1)

(Perak)
Ada...O...ada E...
Bunyinya tidaklah serupa
Erti tidak berbeza

Betui yong betui sungguh
Betui ape di kate

Selembut tarian hoi...
Nak muda berlotah
Tutur bahasanya

Maghi yop maghilah yong
Maghi kita memikio
Parit dengan kuala
Cakap tidak serupe...(ateh)

Dihitung beratus-ratus bilangan
Digali beratus-ratus terpendam
Di lubuk yang mana
Tak terjangkau ingatan
Makin dibontar makin banyak yang terpendam
Di sini ibunya

Tersurat kurik itulah kundi
Tertulis merah itulah saga
Saga dalam lagu pada indah syairnya
Kundi dalam tarian
Indah lenggok tarinya
Aduhai indahnya

(Negeri Sembilan)
Mana usang diperbarui
Mana lapuk hai dikajangi
Mana elok dipakai ondeh dipakai
Kalau singkat cantik manis
Disambungkan...
Kalau panjang cantik manis...
Minta dikerat...(yo lah)

Yo sungguh yo bonar
Kato sungguh dikato

Muafakat ya tuan
Ibu adat ya ondeh tidak dilupa

Tak boghodat
Minum tidak bergula
Tak bobudi
Pohon tidak berbuah
Tak boghodat
Minum tidak bergula
Tak bobudi
Bagai pohon tidak berbuah

Yang kurik tu kundi
Yang merah saga
Baik budi indahlah bahasa
Oh...oh...oh...oh...
Pantun lama tinggi kiasannya

(Pahang)
Halus manis hai bila berkata
Hai lapik berkias
Molek sungguhlah wei
Santun lakunya wei merendah suara
Bagai berpayung wei rasa teduhnya...

(Kelantan)
Teghtek teghning oghe kito
Hok tu keno jago
Jange sampa berlete kale
Luar napok come jange dale
Habih kuca lembe
Luar napok come
Jange dale habih kuca lembe

(Sabah)
Membubutlah bayu
Lalu limpas siring semalu
Mengalai bagai tari sesuku
Tari sesuku

(Sarawak)
Selembut madah begitu taghi
Sek ada sakit ghasa di hati
Kame` nyambut madah tuan hulurkan
Kita` nyambut madah kame` hulurkan

(Ramai)
Nak berkabar tingginya budi kita ya tuan
Nak berkisah kaya tutur bicara
Kalau tinggi untung jadi bintang
Oh... oh... oh...oh...
Kalau rendah masih jadi intan

Yang kurik tu kundi
Yang merah saga
Baik budi indahlah bahasa
Oh... oh... oh...oh
Pantun lama tinggi kiasannya

Fishing at Jerai Mountain.

Ever heard about peoples go fishing at any mountain? Well, it's kind of weird isn't it?
I'm telling about myself though. I'm that weird person. As I still didn't realized about it before. It's not that I never been fishing before but.. well, I don't know what to say.

As some friends came from K.L last Saturday, so, members here thought about going somewhere that they never been before. Not just them actually, it was we also wanted to go somewhere we never been. So, I came out with an idea to go to Lenggong Hot Spring but I'm not so sure about price of the chalet there. As I heard before, it cost about RM 80 for a four persons chalet. But the price for a dorm that can fill 10 person, I'm so sure about it. So, cancelled. Tried to contact the Aman Island but there were fully booked. Also being canceled. The fouth choice was the Green Hill chalet but we've been cthere before. And so, the last choice was Jerai Mountain, which being called a very 'paranormal' place by the local peoples.

As for me, I only got one thing to do in my mind. Fishing. All the equipments were ready and I needed to go to Alimin's (the dato') house first because we needed to start the 'quest' from there. Haha. Took about 45 minutes using the highway. FYI, we kind of lost or don't know where the mountain is actually situated since no one of us either went there before. For the result, we asked a lorry driver and with a 'not so confident' face, the lorry driver showed us the way there.

Hmm. Just about 5 to 10 minutes, we reached the bottom of the mountain and we had to wait for the person who was going to pick us up there.

As we reached at the top of the mountain, all of us like..'OMG..what a view..' and the view guys, so nice.

Huh..I want to tell you about my fishing but then seems like I've typed my experience there.haha. Well, I think I'll tell you later on K. Adios..

The Old Mc Donald..

Three weeks back, I create a story for the story telling competition. The story I wrote is about The Old Mc Donald.

Enjoy the story.


Long, long time ago, there lived a very poor man deep in the jungle. He had no wife and children. He lived alone in his old house. His name was Mc Donald. Mc DOnald was an orphan. His parents died when he was still young. So, Mc Donald lived alone ever since.

Mc Donald parents had leaved him with a small farm. An old farm with nothing in it. Why? Because, since his parents death, nobody had taken care of the farm. So, lived Mc Donald with his poor life.

One day, an old lady had lost her way in the jungle. She then, found Mc Donald's old house while looking for her way out of the jungle.

Knock, knock, knock. The old lady knocked on Mc Donald's door.

"Who is it?" came a voice from inside the house.

"I am an old lady who got lost in this jungle," the old lady replied.

"Oh, you may come in first. I will show you your way out of this jungle after this," said the generous young Mc Donald as he opened the door. Mc Donald then prepared some food for himself and the old lady.

After they had their meals, Mc Donald showed the old lady her way out from the jungle. To thank Mc Donald, the old lady gave him some magic seeds.

Back to his house, young Mc Donald thought hard as where to plant the magic seeds. Suddently, he remembered his parent's farm. The next day, he quickly planted the magic seeds in his farm. He watered the seeds everyday.

A few weeks later, the magic seed grew into some giant beans. Young Mc Donald was suprised with it. But still, the beans were not ripe enough to be harvested. So, he waited. While waiting for the beans to be harvested, Mc Donald also planted a few more plants such as cabbage, potatoes, brinjals, and many more vegetables.

Day after day, months after months, years after years. The young Mc Donald became old. As time passed by, this old Mc Donald's farm also became famous among the villagers.

Soon, the beans were ripe enough to be harvested. First bean plucked, "Poof!" Out came ten ducks from the bean. "Wow! What a surprise." "Yeeha, yeeha, hoo!" and the ducks quacked, quacked, quacked and quacked.

Second bean plucked, out popped a pair of cows "Yeeha, yeeha, hoo!" and those cows mooed, mooed, mooed and mooed. From the third bean a beautiful dog popped out and it barked, barked, barked and barked.

And so with the rest of the beans. Each beans that old Mc Donald plucked, animals will pop out from it and the old Mc Donald yelled "Yeeha, yeeha, hoo!"...

From then onward, a song has been written by the villagers. The old Mc Donald song..

Old Mc Donald had a farm,
e,i,e,i,o
in his farm there were some ducks,
e,i,e,i,o
with a quack quack here, quack quack there,
quack here, quack there, everywhere quack quack,
Old Mc Donald had a farm,
e,i,e,i,o...

So, that's the story of the old Mc Donald and the song about him and his farm.

Friends, if we want to be successful in life, don't just sit and do nothing. Work hard and you will find success along the way.

Writer : Encik Muhd. Nazif
Editor : Encik Chuah Keat Nee
Story teller : Siti Huwaina Aiman

p/s : We won the first place. Congrates to Huwaina cause she made it.

Naruto's Character Test..

Lately, seems like I enjoy doing some test about myself. Just now, I found a cool website from a friend's blog.

Guys, check this out.

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

Find out who you are in Naruto's world.

Special thanks to...

My early birthday gift. Eisz, gave me a birthday gift last Friday. Happy!! Yeay..finally somebody had gave me something. Quite expensive though. Since I never had such a gift from anybody. Haha. Happy incoming birthday to me.

Adios..

My Scary Movie..

I did a test about myself. Am I a scary person? Just to be honest with yourselves, answer the questions given honestly and you'll find out who you really are. Hiks.

And here is my result ;

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

Click here to know whether you are a scary person or not.