Puisi Untuk Ayang...

Ayang, selalu I bertanya dengan you, bila you dengar sesuatu lagu tu kan, adakah you just dengar ataupun you menghayati lirik yang dinyanyikan oleh penyanyi tu?
Then you jawab, dah tentulah you menghayati lirik lagu tu, kalau tak buat apa dengar lagu kan...
So, everyday, I wonder, lirik yang macammana yang betul-betul dapat menyentuh jiwa dan perasaan you.. So, rasanya dari semua lirik-lirik tuh, macam satu pon takder yang menyebabkan hati you tersentuh, better I ciptakan satu puisi khas untuk you.. walaupun selama nih puisi yang I buat tuh memang ditujukan khas untuk you, and tak tau la samada you tersentuh atau pun tak.... So..biarlah I teruskan dengan membuat puisi-puisi yang ala-ala ciplak nih kan untuk tatapan you dan I berharap you akan tersentuh dengan puisi ni...

Puisi Untuk Ayang..

dari celahan kesibukan kota,
dari ceruk hiruk pikuk kekalutan desa,
mencari pendamping yang setia,
yang bisa membuat aku bahagia,
bisa menjagaku tika berduka,
yang akan menantiku pulang dari kerja,
juga akan bergembira bersama-sama...

setelah puas aku mencari,
segala onak dan duri telah ku lalui,
hanya untuk mencari seorang pencinta sejati,
yang tidak akan pernah menyesali,
segala pengorbanan yang telah diberi,
di kota aku bertemumu,
dengan segala kemewahan melimpahimu,
takut untuk ku sunting buat menemaniku,
apalah yang ada padaku,
ku tahu semuanya takkan cukup bagimu...

akhirnya kau sudi bersama,
dari kota, berhijrah ke desa,
tinggalkan ibu, tinggalkan bapa,
juga keluargamu yang dicinta,
hanya untuk mengejar cinta,
yang sudah pastinya takkan terkekal lama,
kerana kita adalah berbeza,
dari segi paras, rupa dan harta...

tapi bukan itu semua pintamu,
yang telah aku sedari seawal dulu,
kerna kau juga sama sepertiku,
hanya ingin mencari pencinta yang satu,
yang akan membahagiakan dirimu,
juga yang sudi menjagamu,
tak kira masa, ketika dan juga dimana-mana,
akan terus di sampingmu...

zahirku tidak pernah sengsara,
batinku tidak pernah terseksa,
kerna adanya kau pengubat segala,
hari-hariku sentiasa ceria,
walaupun tersentap kekadang-kala,
sememangnya itu lumrah bercinta,
suka dan duka direntasi bersama...

jika ditanya oleh sesiapa,
adakah aku telah berpunya,
sudah tentu akan kubalas iya,
kerna di dalam hatiku memang jelas dan nyata,
hanya cintamu yang layak bertahta,
bertahta di dalam jiwa,
sesungguhnya kau takkan kecewa...

hari bersilih, bulan berganti,
sudah sekian lama kita bersama,
hidup kita semakin bahagia,
cuma kadang-kala engkau menggila,
tanpa sebab, juga curiga,
satu pintaku padamu pujangga,
kebajikanmu harus ku jaga,
aku tak mahu kau akan diperguna,
oleh manusia yang mengejar benda...

ingatlah pesan wahai permataku,
tanpa sinarmu, gelaplah duniaku,
sekiranya kau hayati segala kenanganku,
akan kau patuh dan tunduk padaku,
dan takkan kau berpaling dari ku...

nukilan ku... nobit

Pengupdatean yang lambat

Assalamualaikum kepada kengkawan semua, sori pasal dah lama gak tak update blog nih kan.. Asek² dok denga lagu siti tu jer kan.. hehe.. Lately aku agak bz membuat kerja-kerja rumah sempena menyambut hari raya yang bakal menjelma nih kan.
First of all, beli persiapan-persiapan untuk menyerikan rumah.. hehe.. Aku taknak laa orang kata orang bujang nih bila beraya jer rumah tetap berselerak. Lagi pun aku buat semua tuh sebab aku pon tak balik kampung untuk beraya. My parent is going to come here and have a visit to my house. So, aku rasa cam disgusting jer kan bila mak bapak datang umah, umah kita berselerak bak tongkang pecah.. So aku soh la semua bebudak umah aku nih mengemas umah. Pegi buang apa yang tak patut berada di rumah, dan sebagainya..
So dalam dua tiga hari nih, aku dok fokuskan kat area ruang tamu.. Aku beli la frame dua tiga bijik. Frame yang agak sederhana la, nak beli yang besau tak mampu. Harga dia ya amat mahalnye.. Hehe.. SO, semalam aku ngan Eisz kua gi carik frame yang mahu digantung tuh kat funfair seberang jaya.. Dua hari lepas, aku dah rikie harga kat situ, Aku rasa mat bangla kat situ leh deman kasik murah lagi dengan menggunakan kepakaran berunding yang aku warisi dari bapak aku yang cute tuh..hehe..
So semalam jadik pegi amek frame tuh. Aku borrow abg aku nyer keta, lantas memecutkan diri ke funfair tersebut. sampai jer kat situ, terus pilih yang mana kitorang berkenan.. kitorang amek satu frame bentuk heart yang kat dalam dia ader beberapa potong ayang kursi(rm15),frame ayat kursi(rm25),frame ayat seribu dinar(rm60), ngan frame cermin(rm30). Kalo ikut semua tuh aku kena bayar dalam rm 130, so aku berjaya mengurangkan sebanyak rm30...aku just bayar rm100 untuk 4 barang tuh..
Then, tgh-tgh carik barang tuh, ader sattu kejadian telah berlaku yang mana aku telah disalah anggap oleh beberapa orang customers kat situ sebagai one of the seller.. Haiyo...Ader ker patut dorang anggap aku camtuh.. memula ader sorang akak tuh, datang ngan husband dia kot. Dengan muka makcik-makcik nak marah tukang kedai la kan pasal tak layan dia, panggil aku dengan kuatnyer "dik,dik, ni carpet nih berapa harga?"so aku dalam keadaan terpinga-pinga, aku carik la akak tuh panggil saper kan. Then aku tgk mata akak tuh tepat pandang kat aku..Ler..."sori kak, saya pon nak beli barang gak" hiks,aku tgk muka eisz, dia tersenyum kambing...cisss.. then selang lima minit lepas tuh plak ader satu family datang,sorang makcik ngan anak beranak dia.. waktu tuh aku tgk nak angkat frame cermin yang aku nak beli.. sekali lagi lagi insiden tuh berlaku.. makcik tuh tanya harga frame kat aku... Hampeh.. last-last aku kata kat eisz, balik laa..bosan aku ngan keadaan org penang yang tak kenal pembeli n penjual.. dah tentukan penjual kat situ bangla, aku siap pakai topi kaler kuning, baju merah ngan suar itam pon dorang nampak macam bangla tuh, aper kes...iskiskisk... aku gi baya duit frame-frame tuh then blah balik umah... Siot jer kan..
Di samping aku sibuk mengemas umah, aku juga sibuk dengan keadaan di sekolah serta beberapa penyakit yang menyerang aku yang menyebabkan aku terpaksa makan ubat tiap kali berbuka n bersahur... Uwaaaa.. hmmm.. aku tau itu semua ujian dari yang maha kuasa... ok laaa you guys.. nanti aku hapdet lain ek...bubyessssssss...

Kick, start and gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....

Ayang...Hingga Akhir Nanti...

Hingga Akhir Nanti

Hingga akhir nanti
kau tetap jadi pujaan

walau seribu tahun

walau seribu zaman kutetap menanti

Hingga akhir nanti

kau saja idaman hati
segala rasa cinta segala rasa sayang
hanyalah untukmu
hingga akhir nanti

Bulan takkan terang tanpa seri wajahmu
hati takkan tenang tanpa
kehadiranmu
rindu dalam sepi rindu
dalam mimpi
kutetap menanti
hingga akhir nanti

Datanglah kekasih
datanglah
padaku
kesetiaan
diriku janganlah kau ragu
betapa
kukasih betapa
kurindu
seandainya kau
tahu benarnya cintaku

Hari Raya...

Assalamualaikum semua..
Dah masuk 17 hari kita semua menunaikan ibadah puasa. Bagi mereka yang berpuasa penuh, Alhamdulillah manakala bagi mereka yang puasanya banyak lobang, diharap dapat menggantikannya selepas hari raya pertama, insyaallah..

Dah puasa-puasa nih kan, teringat plak hari raya kan. Iyerlah, aku pasti semua bloggers sekarang nih tengah sibuk cerita pasal kenangan hari raya mereka. Aku plak? Tah laa, since taun nih mak pak aku datang beraya sini, so aku tak terasa sangat suasana balik kampung macam yang lain-lain. Secara kesimpulannya, aku rasa raya aku taun nih tak meriah la kot.. Hehehe, macam la raya aku taun-taun sudah ceria kan..

Erm.. Aku ingat taun nih aku nak beraya ngan anak angkat aku. Aku dah reserve dah budak tuh kat mak pak dia.. Dorang kata ok jer.. kowang ingat lagi tak budak yang nama dia Sapik? Ok lah, aku remind kowang..nih gambo dia..

Hehe.. Bercakap pasal raya la kan,mestilah disangkut-pautkan dengan makan...

Ditambah lagi dengan kehadiran sanak-saudara, serta jiran tetangga yang terdekat..


Kepada anak-anak muda, nih la time diorang nak kuar jenjalan ngan kengkawan yang dah lama tak balik kampung kan..Ahaks(aku la tuh)..

Dan yang paling beruntung..Bebudak kecik..pasal time nih la dorang jadik ceti halal yang layak mengepow sesaper saja org dewasa yang terlintas di fikiran mereka..

Ahaks.. anyway.. pada aku masa raya nih la orang ramai nak buat macam-macam padahal kalo nak mintak maap ngan mak bapak n kengkawan ker, nak melawat kubur ker, melawat jiran ker, nak sedekah kat bebudak ker, hari-hari lain pon boleh kan..tak yah la nak tunggu hari raya.. Hehe.. itulah yang orang kata manusia dan kebiasaannya.. Ok then, see you in the next post.. Assalamualaikum..

Beribadah, bertafakur serta bermunajat..

Why is it going to be like this?

Long before,

I lied to you,

I told you some bulshit stories,

I told you I'm not playing with your heart,

I told you I'm not going to meet anyone..

Once,

Again, I made a lie,

I saved some call lists,

for me to refer when I'm done,

done with you or anyone,

but then,

It was nothing,

it just some another bulshit made by me..

Some old days,

you made me realized,

how much you love me,

how much you care for me,

how much your sacrifices to me,

and how much I owed you generousety..

Yesterday,

I kept all my love on you,

I lived with all my heart in you,

I gave everything I had to you,

just want you to acknowledge me,

just want you to beleive me,

just want you to realise my truthworthy..

Yet yesterday,

we'd shared our loughters,

shared our tears,

shared our dreams,

shared our past,

dreaming of our feutures,

leaving together in harmony,

without any heart feeling with the others,

others who will ignore us,

when they feel they are free..

Today,

you make me cry,

you make me dissapointed,

you make dissatisfy,

you make me ashamed of myself,

why I can't take care of you,

why I can't understand you,

why I can't release you,

why, why, why..

Yet today,

I feel guilty as in me,

playing around my mind,

inside my heart,

a question being asks,

am I so useless untill I can't manage,

the one who I loved the most,

the one who treat as myself,

all the sickness,

all the happiness,

and all the suffers,

which being taken,

which being shared,

since a very long time ago,

and I have to let it go...

I can't stay like this,

watching the one I love,

love other person than me,

I can't take it any longer,

Deep inside my heart,

I cry, I'm sad,

and I keep asking myself,

why is it going to be like this...

Doraemon..

Here is another post about comic that I like most..
Written by Fujiko F Fujio, this comic has brought big change in Japan industrial zone. From this comic, the Japanese had discovered some latest stuffs for their industrial archievements.As a whole, this comic has inspired all the Japanese..
A story of a future robot send by the grandson of Nobita who lived in the 22nd century.a round and blue in colour robot which help Nobita who always gets into troubles.. Nobita' friends-Sizuka, Giant, and Sunyo..


I think I don't have to collaborate the story since, most of us knew hows the story went through.. Hehe.. Adios for now...


p/s: I got this nickname because once I was college, I used to wear a speck which look like just the same as Nobita's. I also like to sleep in class.. Ahaks

Love, hug and kiss..

My favourite comic - Naruto

After several years I've been buying a comic named Kreko, I've been read a lot of comic inside it. Some of it are, Samurai Deeper Kyo,Kisah Ahli Bomba,Freeman,Death Note, Eyeshield 21, and many more... Among those comics, I like the most is Naruto.. I think some of you all out there knew the how the story going thru. Oh well, if you not a comic reader, then I'll tell you some of the stories..


Once, a village called Konoha being attack by a nine tailed fox demon. All the ninjas in the village were struggling their lives to save the village. Until one day, the fouth chief ninjas of the village came out with a forbiden ninja technique which must sacrifice a body and his life.. Since there is no voluntere around, so they took a baby whose his parent was dead during the war.. And the baby named Naruto.. So, the technique is to trap the demon's soul into the baby's body..
Once Naruto getting older, some villagers who knew his background, tried to avoid to comunicate with him.. So, Naruto was left behind. In that case, he's been doing a lot of horrible thing just to let peoples around acknowledge him..
There is two guys who acknowledge Naruto very much : The Konoha Leader (The third) and his academy teacher, Iruka sensei

..
After graduated from the ninja's academy,Naruto were given a group of three.. Naruto, Sakura and Sasuke..
They were lead by a Jenin named Kakashi.. Along with Kakashi, Naruto and his fellows build their knowledge, stregh, ninja's abilities, ninja's techniques and many more.. Naruto's favourite ninja technique is Kage Bunshen no Jutsu..

Huh.. I think I'm telling you all quiet a lot.. until next time, Arigato..Hait..


Love, hug and kiss..

How Our cellphone works?

We've been using the cellphone for quiet sometimes..but do we know how does the cellphone works??Waa..Now I'm a fact person.. So here are some facts that I can get thru my searching on the net..Source from Howstuffworks

One of the most interesting things about a cell phone is that it is actually a radio -- an extremely sophisticated radio, but a radio nonetheless. The telephone was invented by Alexander Graham Bell in 1876, and wireless communication can trace its roots to the invention of the radio by Nikolai Tesla in the 1880s (formally presented in 1894 by a young Italian named Guglielmo Marconi). It was only natural that these two great technologies would eventually be combined.

In the dark ages before cell phones, people who really needed mobile-communications ability installed radio telephones in their cars. In the radio-telephone system, there was one central antenna tower per city, and perhaps 25 channels available on that tower. This central antenna meant that the phone in your car needed a powerful transmitter -- big enough to transmit 40 or 50 miles (about 70 km). It also meant that not many people could use radio telephones -- there just were not enough channels.

The genius of the cellular system is the division of a city into small cells. This allows extensive frequency reuse across a city, so that millions of people can use cell phones simultaneously.

So.. if you just wanna know more about how stuff works, just click Howstuffworks... That all for now, adios..

Love, hug and kiss.

Happy Ramadhan

I think it is not late for me to wish all of you Happy Fasting. May Allah bless you all.. Amin....

Pakistan from my eyes...

As I read Mre's blog, I kept on wondering why he got such a visitors to his blog? Well the answers had been given, He choose the latest news as his post and then blog it... If that so, I'll try to blog my way and follow Mre's advices.. there for, as I got nothing to do today,(I absent from working) I try to search some pics from the internet speacially for my beloved blog. Muahaha.. While I'm searching the pics, deep in my heart, I feel sorry for them. May Allah bless your souls.. Amen..



How pity... Ishk ishk ishk...



Picture from sky...



Injured were taking to the hospital...



The collaspe...



The victim's family members...


Let us pray for the Pakistanese... Who saved from the disaster, proceed with your daily routine, and for the victims of the disaster, may your god bless your souls..

Love, hug and kiss.

Al-kesah...

Hi all..
Setelah sekian lama aku tak update blog ini, terasa plak hari nih kebosanan sebab tak tau nak buat aper-aper.. So dalam post nih aku nak le cerita sket aper yang berlaku sepanjang aku tak mengupdate blogku ini..

1..Perubahan mendadak jadual waktu kelas yang mana semua cikgu petang dibenarkan pulang awal ke rumah bagi menyediakan juadah berbuka puasa..
2..Aku bz dengan mengisi segala markah untuk peperiksaan, markah untuk ujian lisan, markah untuk gred lisan murid-murid aku, serta pelbagai lagi aktiviti sekolah yang lain.
3..Serta perubahan yang tetap berlaku dalam jadual harian aku.. tido kol 2:30 bangun sahur plak kol 4:30, then sambung tido balik kol 6:30, bagun dari tido plak kol 10:30.. pegi sekolah, balik sekolah kena tolong member-member masak untuk makanan berbuka(walaupun aku hidup bujang, tapi geng-geng umah aku semuanyer tau masak, plaing koman, masak telor pedas), then.. lepak-lepak isap okok,makan makanan sampingan serta bermain ngan neopet aku..wahahaa.
4..Tiga hari lepas, ader sorang anak murid aku terhantuk kat meja menyebabkan pipi dia bengkak.
5..Semalam pegi pasar ramadhan pasal nak merasa ikan & ayam bakar di Kedai Kak Nita Sayangku(siap Harian Metro promote lagi, tuh yang nak merasa tuh).
6..Semalam gak pegi jenjalan kat SP sebab nak tengok jarak perjalanan dari umah aku ke rumah yang bakal aku duduki taun depan(kalau jadik laa kan..tapi kan jauh giler umah tuh, even dah guna highway)..On the way back home, tayar pancit, kena la rm20.Kopak den..

Berbalik kepada tajuk story aku.. Ya, pasal lalat.. tadi aku kua pegi tuka minyak itam motor Eisz, aku ternampak la sesuatu yang uncomon bagi aku. Sepasang lalat tgh bercumbu-cumbuan. Lama aku perhatikan telatah lalat tuh.. asyik jer die..hik.. dalam ati aku kata, oo camnih rupernyer lalat ####..hehe.. then aku teruskan perjalanan aku untuk menukar minyak hitam tersebut. Abeh jer tukar, aku balik umah, tapi sebelum tuh aku singgah kat satu mini market beli sabun basuh baju.
Sampai jer aku kat umah, nek lif, aku terperasan balik kat tempat tadi, Ya, sang lalats itu masih asyik bercengkerama di tempat yang sama.. dalam hati aku kata, lama gak dorang nih ber####. Hehe.. bia kat ko la lalat, asalkan zuriat ko bertambah dengan jayanya..Hiks.. Then masuk umah, kemas lelebih kurang, aku mandi n besiap koz japgi nak gi SP skali lagi pasal nak tgk perabot tuk raya(beli meja makan jer).Tak kesah la kan, janji aku beli sempena hari nak raya. Muahaha.. Lepas gi SP, pegi plak umah sorang member nih main masak² untuk berbuka. Menu masakan ader dekat eisz. Then, balik umah dalam keadaan kuyups sebab hujan.. Uwaaaa.. basah baju aku..
Sampai umah, mandi, then call member lama(Dato' Alimin)lama tak dengar cerita orang tua tuh. Tah ok ker tah idak.. call sekali tak dapat, 2 kali pon tak dapat, last-last call buat kali ke-5 baru dapat.. Bz sungguh Dato' nih. Dapat jer call trus tanyer kaba. Hehe.. everything is fine katanya... Ok lah Alhamdulillah, rezeki beliau pon dah semakin bertambah-tambah..
Erm, aku rasa takat nih jer la dulu post aku tuk kali nih. Ngantuk nih, japgi kol 4:30 pagi nak bangun sahur plak.. Ok laa.. Adiosssssss.... Smekommm..

Love, hug and kiss.

Guy's Rules

We always hear "the rules" from the female point of view... Now here are the rules from the male side.
1. Men ARE NOT mind readers.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.
1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will Be scratched. We do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," ! We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear. 1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear Is fine...Really.
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or golf.
1. You have enough clothes.
1. You have too many shoes.
1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

Selamat Berpuasa

Assalamualaikum.. today is the first day we all muslims having our first fasting month..Selamat berpuasa kepada semua..
Hiks..Sori aku tak buat banner untuk korang semua.. Aku takder masa nak buat semua tuh..menaip lagi senang kan..To Someone, thanks coz giving me courage tuk hadapi hari-hari dalam bulan pose nih, housemates.. thanks cos tolong aku ngan eisz sediakan juadah berbuka n sahur, to lego n zyf, puase jgn tinggal², to cikgu amirah, jaga imran bek²(haha..gosip terbaru tuh), to imran.. jaga badan(muahaha),to Leo..banyakkan amalan bersedekah dibulan yang mulia nih, to kak siti.. thank 4 the blogging support,to Ed..jaga kesihatan kau baik²to mak abah kat kampung(walaupun korang tak baca),thanks sebab tanya pasal sahur first day(hehe..pepagi lagi dah mesej,takut sangat anak dia nih tak sahur), kepada pembaca setia blog aku, jangan nakal² di bulan yang mulia ini, and to myself..please puasa penuh tahun nih ok..
for now..Adiosh

Love, hug and kiss....