Lebih Tiga Bulan

Disebabkan TagMe aku dah melampau-lampau orang komen, aku pon jadik terdesak.hehe. Sebenarnya pada aku, aku menaip ni untuk menghilangkan rasa kebosanan dalam hidup aku.

And lately, aku dah ada hobi yang baru. Bermain PS2 dan juga bermanja-manja dengan anak kucing. Kadang-kadang tu, aku ada gak surfing internet tgk apa-apa yang patut.

Untuk Click, Amirahsyuhada, Fizz, Lego, e-chub, aku nak mintak maaf bebanyak sebab aku kurang update cerita-cerita aku. Tapi takper. After this, I'll try to create more stories for all of you to read.

Till then, bye.

it was two days of two days ago.

well, actually nothing much happened two days ago. Stayed at home and doing nothing. Most of my holiday, I spent them at home. Well, if before I'm a traveler, but seems like i have to reduce that kind of programe. Well, I need to save my money for this incoming merdeka. I wanna go back to Pahang. Yeay!! Mummy, here I come.

occay, back to topic, the two days of twos day ago. I was thinking about updating my blog. but then something happened. the pc hanged. S**t man. well the topic for that day is about I'm staying at home and watching a movie titled The Godfather, and I want to write a preview about the movie. well seems like its not my day.haha.

Lately, I also did not enter my blogsite. So at the time i enter my blogsite, I found there were lots of messege left at my tagboard. arhg!!..Guys, I reply them if I feel like I want to.ahaha.

ok then...adios...

return

Assalamu'alaikum everybody.long time no see.
lately i had became a lazy grown up. Don't know why. Seems like i almost got everything I want from my childhood.

I also not going anywhere while this school holiday. just staying at home and watching movies bought from stores. even though it was very "unhappy" period, but i have to face it. Besides, I gain my weight too. Hope I do not get too chubby.haha.

Things went down all smooth. My brother's wedding ceremony is almost at the time but still I don't feel so eager to face it. Sam with this incoming indipendance day of our country. I don't feel any good about it. Seems like all of us are so happy celebrating it and just don't care about our past.hehe. still celebrating it using the 'west side' way.

why don't they just group together at the mosque and do the 'doa selamat'?instead of enjoying it by dancing, singging all those melodies which totally out of rhythm. and all the youngsters having their couples and go anywhere they like. it indipendance what?huh.Dmn you!Cruse you!Huh..oh well. just leave them with their world. i'll just carry on what i suppose to do in my own life.

Adios

hari itu

hari itu,
sendirian tanpa teman,
mundar mandir di birai taman,
mengenang untung rugi nasib,
sentiasa berpusing-pusing,
berlegar-legar di ruang,
kotak pemikiran yang kosong.

hari itu,
masih lagi mencari,
di setiap sudut,
kotak pemikiran itu,
yang masih kosong dan sepi,
tanpa berita,
tanpa cerita,
tanpa sinis,

hari itu,
terus lagi bercambah,
merebakkan wabak,
terus menerus tanpa dihalang,
terus meliputi ruang yang kosong,
terus mengisi sudut yang dingin,
terus menghantui,
setiap ruang pemikiran yang kosong,

hari itu,
hari ini,
hari esok,
terus saja kosong,
yang bermain di kotak pemikiran itu,
yang dulu sentiasa berisi.


noBta yang kekosongan

Aku?

Kesibukan aku?ya..mungkin..terhadap komitmen aku yang lain. tak salah sekiranya aku berkata-kata sebegitu.

Selepas sahaja aku balik dari Selangor hari tu, sakit kepala aku semakin mengurang. Bila aku bagitau mak, dia kata aku sakit sebab rindu dengan keluarga. Betul ker?

Mungkin jugak. Empat tahun lepas perkara yang sama berlaku bilamana aku tak jumpa ngan parent aku lebih kurang tujuh bulan. Dan kepala aku sakit macam nak pecah. Bila jumpa doktor, dorang kata stress. So dorang bagi cuti n aku balik kampung jumpa my parent.

Alhamdulillah semua jadi ok balik. Tapi waktu tuh aku tak perasan lagi. Maybe sekarang baru aku nak sedar tentang kebenarannya kan?

Entahlah. Nak menaip blog sendirik pon macam kurang selesa dah. Kenapa? Entahlah..

Al-Fatihah to my grandfather

Three days ago, I went back to Selangor. My grandfather passed away. In the morning and I got the messege from my father in the afternoon.

I rushed up calling all my siblings around here at Penang. Around 7 pm, my brothers, sister and me started our journey from Penang to Selangor. We arrived there around 1.30 am. Most of our relatives were asleep already except for my mom, dad, Pak Lang, Mak Yang, and Paksu. Also two of my cousins.

Dad let us wacthed the face of arwah. He was so calm. Just like a normal sleep. With smile. I'm so touched when i saw his face. After I read the Yassin, adn some pages of Al-Quran, I felt so sleepy. It was 6.30 then.

Around 8.30 am, it time to bath the corpse. Now I experiencing on how to give bath for the corpse. Quite hard. 9.15 am, the corpse being sent for pray. Then time to burry the corpse. And the burried remain steady. Everything gone well.

At night, a small ceremony being held to pray for the arwah. Everyone looks just fine. Since arwah went in easy way, so everybody has no worry at all.

I came back to Penang yesterday. I had to rush because I had an appointment to make with the doctor regarding on my headache. Too bad.

Anyway, the look on arwah's face was totally make me relieve. What kind of face that I'll look like when I die soon? Only He knows how.

Headache and hope

What a painfull headache I had past few weeks. Seems like this world is turning upside down. Thank goodness there is a special person who always keep taking care of me.

Even though the school holiday is for two weeks, but I still can't manage to go back to Pahang. Since I have some appointments to make with the doctor.

Every two days, I have to check my blood presure. I don't know what going on with me. Seems like I'm having a rough time due to my daily routine. It is not something that I can accept. But I hope for the time being, I can mange it. Just a hope.

a long, long time..

it's been a very long time i didn't post my entry. i dunno why. let say if i'm a busy man. why i can't spend my time just for a bit to upload some news stories, rite?hehe.

Nah..it just i'd been so lazy to create my story. lack of ideas. but still i have stories to tell to the others.

yesterday, i went to my old school. to get my latets payslip.and also wanted to see old friends. you know what, most of them said that i'm kinda getting bigger. am i? a bit i think. last year, 65 kgs. this year my weight almost reached 70 kgs. how's that?haha.

the reason is simple. i told them, i'm too happy with my life lately. also my new school's headmaster is a very understanding one.that's why la beb.haha.

next two weeks, the school holiday will start. and i don't think i'm going back to my hometown.since my parent is goiung to came here.again?haha.

ok guys, see you in my next entry..adioss..

Humang aih..

erk..lamanya aku tak hapdet..dah penuh sawang kat rumah aku neh.haha. bukannya apa kan. pc problem la plak. bengang seh..haha.

Minggu lepas, balik kl ngan eisz pasal nak repair pc.jauh tuh nak repair pc.hiks. So, sampai sana ingat nak gi lepak kat umah blogger comel sorang nih, tapi dia plak boleh pegi genting. Erm..nak lepak ngan Fizz tak tau plak nak kontek dia camner. Amirah syuhada? Nun jauh di seberang beliau sedang mengajar barangkali.uhuk.mesti tersedak kan.

Erm.. ada gak terpikir nak lepak-lepak ngan bro naga ke, tapi segan la plak.kang orang kata dah tak tau nak pegi mana baru la nak ajak lepak sekali kan.hahaha. dah tuh?memang betul pon.memang dah tak tau nak pegi mana. hasilnya, terpaksa melangut kat rumah member eisz sampai pc siap di repair.iskiskisk.

So, dalam minggu nih, aku kena set soalan untuk semua pelajar aku. nanti korang, aku buat susah-susah.biar korang semua takder sorang pon dapat A.muahaha.babai.

My Received Wishes

As my phone's clock showed 12:09 am, I received a message from my most love one wishing me birthday.

The second wished from my badminton's group and there were five of them.

The Third was from my sister at 6 o'clock in the morning.

And the last one, is from e-chub. Thanks u guys.

As for my love one, no need to worry, you gave me a present earlier than my birthdate.hehe. Thank you so much.

Kurik Kundi as for the Behaviour Campaign

I don't know why, but most of Siti's songs, I like this song more than other.

Tajuk: Kurik Kundi
Artis: Siti Nurhaliza
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KURIK KUNDI

(1)
Nak berkabar tingginya budi kita ya tuan
Nak berkisah kaya tutur bicara
Kalau tinggi untung jadi bintang
Oh... oh... oh...oh...
Kalau rendah masih jadi intan

(Solo)
Teratak mahligai bak dipayung teduhnya
Bila budi melingkar anak asuhan
Adat yang lama berbudi berbahasa
Akar kehidupannya

(Ramai)
Yang kurik tu kundi
Yang merah saga
Baik budi indahlah bahasa
Oh... oh... oh...oh...
Pantun lama tinggi kiasannya

(Solo)
Berpantun seloka sambil menari canggung
Serentak melangkah rentak timur diarak
Gurau senda
Sopannya dijaga
Sepakat makin kukuh terikat

(Ramai)
Hang dok pi hang dok mai
Lagu tu lagu mana
Pi sini pi sana depa menghela sakan
Awatlah dok kalut megah condong ke barat
Mai kita...

(Ramai)
Pakat tarik ramai-ramai
Biar ke timur condongnya....(tu kah)

Ulang (1)

(Perak)
Ada...O...ada E...
Bunyinya tidaklah serupa
Erti tidak berbeza

Betui yong betui sungguh
Betui ape di kate

Selembut tarian hoi...
Nak muda berlotah
Tutur bahasanya

Maghi yop maghilah yong
Maghi kita memikio
Parit dengan kuala
Cakap tidak serupe...(ateh)

Dihitung beratus-ratus bilangan
Digali beratus-ratus terpendam
Di lubuk yang mana
Tak terjangkau ingatan
Makin dibontar makin banyak yang terpendam
Di sini ibunya

Tersurat kurik itulah kundi
Tertulis merah itulah saga
Saga dalam lagu pada indah syairnya
Kundi dalam tarian
Indah lenggok tarinya
Aduhai indahnya

(Negeri Sembilan)
Mana usang diperbarui
Mana lapuk hai dikajangi
Mana elok dipakai ondeh dipakai
Kalau singkat cantik manis
Disambungkan...
Kalau panjang cantik manis...
Minta dikerat...(yo lah)

Yo sungguh yo bonar
Kato sungguh dikato

Muafakat ya tuan
Ibu adat ya ondeh tidak dilupa

Tak boghodat
Minum tidak bergula
Tak bobudi
Pohon tidak berbuah
Tak boghodat
Minum tidak bergula
Tak bobudi
Bagai pohon tidak berbuah

Yang kurik tu kundi
Yang merah saga
Baik budi indahlah bahasa
Oh...oh...oh...oh...
Pantun lama tinggi kiasannya

(Pahang)
Halus manis hai bila berkata
Hai lapik berkias
Molek sungguhlah wei
Santun lakunya wei merendah suara
Bagai berpayung wei rasa teduhnya...

(Kelantan)
Teghtek teghning oghe kito
Hok tu keno jago
Jange sampa berlete kale
Luar napok come jange dale
Habih kuca lembe
Luar napok come
Jange dale habih kuca lembe

(Sabah)
Membubutlah bayu
Lalu limpas siring semalu
Mengalai bagai tari sesuku
Tari sesuku

(Sarawak)
Selembut madah begitu taghi
Sek ada sakit ghasa di hati
Kame` nyambut madah tuan hulurkan
Kita` nyambut madah kame` hulurkan

(Ramai)
Nak berkabar tingginya budi kita ya tuan
Nak berkisah kaya tutur bicara
Kalau tinggi untung jadi bintang
Oh... oh... oh...oh...
Kalau rendah masih jadi intan

Yang kurik tu kundi
Yang merah saga
Baik budi indahlah bahasa
Oh... oh... oh...oh
Pantun lama tinggi kiasannya

Fishing at Jerai Mountain.

Ever heard about peoples go fishing at any mountain? Well, it's kind of weird isn't it?
I'm telling about myself though. I'm that weird person. As I still didn't realized about it before. It's not that I never been fishing before but.. well, I don't know what to say.

As some friends came from K.L last Saturday, so, members here thought about going somewhere that they never been before. Not just them actually, it was we also wanted to go somewhere we never been. So, I came out with an idea to go to Lenggong Hot Spring but I'm not so sure about price of the chalet there. As I heard before, it cost about RM 80 for a four persons chalet. But the price for a dorm that can fill 10 person, I'm so sure about it. So, cancelled. Tried to contact the Aman Island but there were fully booked. Also being canceled. The fouth choice was the Green Hill chalet but we've been cthere before. And so, the last choice was Jerai Mountain, which being called a very 'paranormal' place by the local peoples.

As for me, I only got one thing to do in my mind. Fishing. All the equipments were ready and I needed to go to Alimin's (the dato') house first because we needed to start the 'quest' from there. Haha. Took about 45 minutes using the highway. FYI, we kind of lost or don't know where the mountain is actually situated since no one of us either went there before. For the result, we asked a lorry driver and with a 'not so confident' face, the lorry driver showed us the way there.

Hmm. Just about 5 to 10 minutes, we reached the bottom of the mountain and we had to wait for the person who was going to pick us up there.

As we reached at the top of the mountain, all of us like..'OMG..what a view..' and the view guys, so nice.

Huh..I want to tell you about my fishing but then seems like I've typed my experience there.haha. Well, I think I'll tell you later on K. Adios..

The Old Mc Donald..

Three weeks back, I create a story for the story telling competition. The story I wrote is about The Old Mc Donald.

Enjoy the story.


Long, long time ago, there lived a very poor man deep in the jungle. He had no wife and children. He lived alone in his old house. His name was Mc Donald. Mc DOnald was an orphan. His parents died when he was still young. So, Mc Donald lived alone ever since.

Mc Donald parents had leaved him with a small farm. An old farm with nothing in it. Why? Because, since his parents death, nobody had taken care of the farm. So, lived Mc Donald with his poor life.

One day, an old lady had lost her way in the jungle. She then, found Mc Donald's old house while looking for her way out of the jungle.

Knock, knock, knock. The old lady knocked on Mc Donald's door.

"Who is it?" came a voice from inside the house.

"I am an old lady who got lost in this jungle," the old lady replied.

"Oh, you may come in first. I will show you your way out of this jungle after this," said the generous young Mc Donald as he opened the door. Mc Donald then prepared some food for himself and the old lady.

After they had their meals, Mc Donald showed the old lady her way out from the jungle. To thank Mc Donald, the old lady gave him some magic seeds.

Back to his house, young Mc Donald thought hard as where to plant the magic seeds. Suddently, he remembered his parent's farm. The next day, he quickly planted the magic seeds in his farm. He watered the seeds everyday.

A few weeks later, the magic seed grew into some giant beans. Young Mc Donald was suprised with it. But still, the beans were not ripe enough to be harvested. So, he waited. While waiting for the beans to be harvested, Mc Donald also planted a few more plants such as cabbage, potatoes, brinjals, and many more vegetables.

Day after day, months after months, years after years. The young Mc Donald became old. As time passed by, this old Mc Donald's farm also became famous among the villagers.

Soon, the beans were ripe enough to be harvested. First bean plucked, "Poof!" Out came ten ducks from the bean. "Wow! What a surprise." "Yeeha, yeeha, hoo!" and the ducks quacked, quacked, quacked and quacked.

Second bean plucked, out popped a pair of cows "Yeeha, yeeha, hoo!" and those cows mooed, mooed, mooed and mooed. From the third bean a beautiful dog popped out and it barked, barked, barked and barked.

And so with the rest of the beans. Each beans that old Mc Donald plucked, animals will pop out from it and the old Mc Donald yelled "Yeeha, yeeha, hoo!"...

From then onward, a song has been written by the villagers. The old Mc Donald song..

Old Mc Donald had a farm,
e,i,e,i,o
in his farm there were some ducks,
e,i,e,i,o
with a quack quack here, quack quack there,
quack here, quack there, everywhere quack quack,
Old Mc Donald had a farm,
e,i,e,i,o...

So, that's the story of the old Mc Donald and the song about him and his farm.

Friends, if we want to be successful in life, don't just sit and do nothing. Work hard and you will find success along the way.

Writer : Encik Muhd. Nazif
Editor : Encik Chuah Keat Nee
Story teller : Siti Huwaina Aiman

p/s : We won the first place. Congrates to Huwaina cause she made it.

Naruto's Character Test..

Lately, seems like I enjoy doing some test about myself. Just now, I found a cool website from a friend's blog.

Guys, check this out.

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

Find out who you are in Naruto's world.

Special thanks to...

My early birthday gift. Eisz, gave me a birthday gift last Friday. Happy!! Yeay..finally somebody had gave me something. Quite expensive though. Since I never had such a gift from anybody. Haha. Happy incoming birthday to me.

Adios..

My Scary Movie..

I did a test about myself. Am I a scary person? Just to be honest with yourselves, answer the questions given honestly and you'll find out who you really are. Hiks.

And here is my result ;

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

Click here to know whether you are a scary person or not.

Parents and Teachers Committee's meeting

Last few days, I'd been damn busy doing all preparation my school's PIBG's meeting. I also been training a pupil who is going for a story telling compt. next week. Owh, what an awful week I had. Well you guys, here are some pictures taken yesterday at my school's PIBG's meeting. Enjoy them.







p/s : I need to go back early since I received a call from Eisz saying that Icky is not at home. I thought Icky jump over the window and stay at the other side of the window. But the truth is, he fell down from my house (2nd floor)to the 1st floor. Luckly, nothing had happened to him.

Pregnant Island.

I don't know whether the translation is correct or not.

I went there with a few friends of mine. The island is not so big, yet not so small. but quite far from the mainland. Far? Yes, because we need to cross a bridge to get there. A very long bridge and no vehicles allowed. So, we walked.

Took about 30 minutes to get to the island. Far is it? You all should try it one day. It help you burn the callories. I told you.

Where is the island situated? Yan, Kedah. Well, it was quite a tired day of cause. Imagine, Eisz walked there with us. Solute..Eisz..ehehe..well, you guys, check these out..yeay..


Eisz and Zyf with a green umbrella.


Lego at one side of the island.


One of the peoples who likes to fish here and for the first time I heard about puyu laut.

My Video

As boredom appears in my Sunday life, I decide to make a video clip of my own. Hiks. Check this out.

Title : Dealova
Group : Dewa

Cough 3..

Earlier this morning..

Kong..Khong..Khooong..

My cough is getting worse than yesterday.

"B, i think you should stop from smooking," Eisz.

"Well, I do think I want to stop it, but I can't help it", me.

"Well then, why don't you try for one day. And today, you are not going to smook. Only for today. Is it ok with you?" Eisz.

"Ok. I'll try my best" me.

Kong..Khong..Khooong..(continue coughing)..

Earlier this morning..

Cough 2..

My cough getting worse and worse.

Feel like my throat is getting out from its place.

It's happened only when I was in my sleep. What the fuck. Huh!

Cough..

Uhuk..uhuk..uhuk..

I coughed for two days..badly..

Should I go and see the doctor or should I sit and relax at home. I think better for me to stay calm and do nothing.

Uhuk..uhuk..uhuk..

Birthday..Happy Eisz..

Happy Birthday Eisz..sweet 22.

In my old days, I never know about all these birthday things. As I lived in quite a huge amount of family members, and again my father is not a so-called rich man. I never celebrate birthdays in my past. I even forgot my own birth date. Others birth date? Hehe. I don't know. I don't even mind about them.

Then my secondary school taught me about birthday p.a.r.t.why? because my friends celebrate it with lots of foods. Then back home, I asked my mum about birthday celebration. With a sweet face of my mum, she said it just a ceremony for rich peoples. Then again I asked her, how us? we I mean..not so-called rich peoples? Mum said we do the Kenduri doa selamat one. I suggested my parent to do one. For my mum.

So, from that moment, my family always do the Kenduri doa selamat to celebrate birthday. Food? Fried noodles and curry puff made by mum. Guest? just family members and some nearest friends. Then, my dad will do some prays for us to be happy all the time.

My birthday? As far as I'm concern, I never had any celebration on my birthday. Not even one. I only enjoy celebrating others. On my birthday, I only got wishes from my nearest friends and mum, and my sister, Ijah. Those wishes are very precious to me. Gifts? Yeap..received.. sometimes..haha.

Anyway..Eisz, happy birthday..may Allah bless you.

These holidays.

This morning I received a msg from my dad asking me where I'm going this week(school holidays). Sorry dad, my credit has come to its limit.

So, what should I do? Sit and do nothing? Yes that's what should I do for the whole School holidays. Nuts? Maybe.

p/s: Tonite, em gonna fetch me pet son Syafik. So tomorrow and for the whole week, he'll be wif me. Haha.

Mak dan Abah 2

Sampai jer kat rumah, terus aku carik mak aku yang ada kat dapur. Aku salam, aku cium tangan mak aku. Aku kata aku mintak maaf banyak-banyak pasal tak pernah nak ambil tahu hal family kat kampung selama ini. Aku menahan sebak dadaku melihat muka mak yang dah semakin cengkung dek menahan sakit. Pun begitu, mak tetap juga menggagahkan diri memasak sambal kegemaran anak-anaknya. Sambal ikan bilis.

Pada aku tiada seorang pun yang boleh menandingi kesedapan sambal ikan bilis mak. Mak senyum tengok aku dah selamat sampai ke rumah. Mak, Ajib sayang sangat dekat mak. Mak janganlah buat benda-benda yang boleh sebabkan mak sakit lagi(perbualan aku dan mak lebih kepada bahasa banjar).

Aku duduk rumah sepanjang dua hari aku kat Pahang. Aku tidak mahu keluar untuk mengunjungi kawan-kawan aku. Sebab? Tujuan aku balik bukan nak meronda dan berjumpa dengan kawan-kawan aku, tapi nak tengok keadaan mak dengan abah aku. So, aku tak ke mana-mana. Sorry Eisz, aku tak bermaksud nak memerap di rumah saja. Kesian pulak aku tengok Eisz yang duduk kat rumah dan tidak tahu nak buat apa.

Then hari Ahad tengah hari, aku dan Eisz pergi beli tiket untuk pergi ke K.L.(Eisz nak pegi jumpa mak ayah dia pulak). Abah hantar, Amar(adik aku yang bongsu) ikut temankan abah. Aku kata abah ok ker nak hantar aku dengan Eisz ke Kuantan. Abah kata, Hang drive, abah duduk rehat. nanti balik abah dah tak kesah sangat dah.

Itu lah perangai abah aku. Sebelum kami berangkat ke Kuantan. Aku sekali lagi mencium tangan mak. Aku peluk mak. Aku kucup dahi dan pipi mak. Air mata mak mengalir ke pipi. Aku juga dalam keadaan sedih tapi sebab aku nak tunjukkan keegoan aku sebagai seorang anak lelaki, aku tahan air mata aku dengan senyuman.

Singgah di kedai bunga, Eisz telah menghadiahkan mak aku dengan sepasu pokok bunga mawar yang sedang berbunga empat kuntum. Eisz pesan dekat abah, bunga ni bagi dekat mak yer abah. Eisz juga belikan abah ikan MPK dua ekor dan Angel Fish dua ekor juga.

Aku? aku tukang bawak kereta cukup la. Hahaha. Nanti aku nak belikan mak seutas rantai emas yang sealu mak idam-idamkan. Nanti la kan.

Mak, abah, walaupun aku seorang yang suka membantah semasa kecilku, semasa aku dalam jagaanmu, ketahuilah, semua bantahan itu hanyalah sekadar untuk memuaskan nafsu aku sebagai seorang remaja yang suka memprotes. Namun, jauh di sudut hatiku, segala teguranmu itu, aku jadikan pedoman aku sebagai seorang perantau di tempat orang.

Semoga Allah memanjangkan umur mak dan abah. Amin.

Mak dan Abah 1

Aku baru balik dari Pahang, tempat aku dibesarkan. Aku lahir di Sekinchan, Selangor. Family aku banyak berpindah. Yang paling banyak merasa tempat tinggal ialah abang aku yang sulung, Apiet.

Aku balik Pahang dengan Eisz. Dari stesen Butterworth, terus ambil tiket ke Kuantan. RM 36 seorang. Gambaran mak dengan abah aku terngiang-ngiang dalam pemikiran aku. Aku harap mereka dalam keadaan yang baik setibanya aku di sana nanti. Lagipun abang aku yang ke-2 dah pun berada di sana dua hari sebelum aku bertolak pergi.

Sebenarnya tujuan aku balik ke Pahang bukan hanya sekadar berjalan-jalan tetapi ingin berjumpa dengan kedua orang tua ku yang khabarnya dalam keadaan yang tidak sihat. Aku terima mesej dari abangku dua minggu lepas yang mengatakan abah pengsan masa nak pergi mandi. Mak pula tidak dapat nak bergerak sangat disebabkan oleh penyait athmanya yang agak ketara.

Seterimanya aku mesej itu, terus aku menelefon mak. Panjang juga perbualan antara aku dan mak. Abah pula tak boleh nak bercakap sangat. Nak bergerak pon terbata. Penyakit darah tinggi abah semakin menjadi-jadi sebab abah kurang rehat kata doktor. Itu semua sebab dalam beberapa minggu sebelumnya, abah lansung tiada rehat di rumah. Ada saja panggilan serta jemputan orang untuk kahwin. Bukan dekat, tapi jauh. Ke Kelantan, ke Terengganu, ke Bukit Goh, ke Jengka, dan juga ke lain-lain tempat.

Aku pernah pesan dekat abah suatu waktu dulu. Aku kata abah kena kurangkan keluar dari rumah. Abah perlukan rehat yang banyak. Begitu juga dengan mak. Sudah berbuih mulut aku menegur supaya rehatkan saja badan itu di atas tilam (mak tidak suka tidur atas katil). Tapi mak dengan abah tetap tegar. Tidak mahu mendengar kata-kata anaknya yang suka membantah ini. Kalau abang aku yang kedua, kata-katanya sering di ikut oleh mak dan abah. Iyalah anak kesayang mereka lah katakan.

Banyak perkara yang aku fikirkan ketika berada di dalam bas. Aku juga menangis tempoh hari apabila aku mendengar suara sayu mak ketika berbual di telefon. Suara aku tersekat-sekat ketika perbualan tersebut berlansung.

Kami(aku dan Eisz) sampai di Simpang Muadzam(tidak berapa jauh dari bandar Kuantan) kira-kira pukul 6.05 pagi sebab kami bertolak pada pukul 10.00 pm. Ayie, abang aku yang ke-2 datang bersama dengan abah. Aku tegur abah tanya kenapa abah datang sekali. Bukan kah abah tidak sihat? Tapi abah memang degil. Dia tetap nak juga mengikut sekali. Itu lah abah aku, seorang yang keras kepala. Dulu suruh pergi hospital pun tidak mahu. Banyak belanja katanya. Namun, kalau kami yang sakit dan malas hendak ke klinik atau hospital terus saja disangkalnya dengan mengatakan jangan sayangkan duit. Abah, abah.


To be continue..

Donut jugak.

"Makan lah donut tuh", dia.

"Donut? mana donut?", aku.

"Laa. dah habis I makan", dia.

Happy birthday blog.

My blog is one year old now. Yeay! Uhuk..uhuk..uhukkk..Still coughing..

Dizzy..

Lately..my head is spinning just like gasing... I don't know why..

Today..I'm going back to Pahang..erm..not straight back to Pahang..need to go to KL first...Going there by bus...so, I think it is better for me to use the 'jump bus' style..haha..

But still my head is spinning rite now...

Weng..Weng...Weng....

30 cent

I've been tagged..

Fisrt of all, I don't know what this tag thing..
As Eisz told me that it is just a game..so..I play it..so just have fun with the answers I'd given..hehe

4 Jobs :

As far as I'm concern..
I didn't do so much work before I continue my study..

4 Movies :

I hate most of the movies I watched..
Even though, I don't want to remember all the stories..

4 places I'd lived :

My father's house..
here and there..
our family moved a lot and my long term memories had been deleted when I got involved with a car accident..

4 storries i'd like to watch :

CSI...
Naruto...
8 o'clock news...
Melodi...

4 places I'd visited :

All the places around Malaysia except Sabah and Sarawak and also some part of Johore..


4 blogs I always visit :

Eisz...
E-chub...
Fizz...
Sinaganaga...

4 kind of foods that I like :

Spicy foods from my mum and Eisz..
Fried fish...
Fried rice...
McDonald...

4 albums that I have :

Sorry..I don't have any album yet...hate to buy them..

4 places I would like to go :

I'm not thinking about it yet..I'll tell you guys later on k..

4 benda kepunyaan aku :

Just a stupid no antena flip handphone from O2..Sendo...
and also a c70 Honda for me to go to work...


4 mangsa seterusnya :

Eisz..
Fizz..
Click..
Amirah Syuhada..

Malay's Food stall..

Lagu: Munief (Warner Chappell (M) Sdn Bhd)
Lirik: Mat Jan
Penyanyi: "Pembaca Jongkang Jongket"
Track 02, album "Jadi Kaya Atau Mati Mencuba".

(CLICK TO PLAY)


KEDAI MELAYU

Siapa bilang kedai Melayu tidak mahal
Tak mencekik darah, makanan memikat
Kalaulah murah tak mungkin aku tak singgah
Kalaulah sedap tak mungkin aku tak lahap

Aduhaaaiii... ambil order lambatnya
Hantar pun lewat juga
Bila makanan tiba
Aduh tersilap pula

Di antara kedai-kedai seluruh Malaysia
Tiada yang selembap servis kedai orang kita
Di antara kedai-kedai seluruh Malaysia
Tiada yang selembap servis kedai orang kita

Waktu kita makan, kucing panjat meja
Waktu kita bayar, tiada wang kecil pula!


This song was taken from Mat Jan's blog(one of sinaganaga's student)so..credit to Mat Jan..thanks and sorry cause I took it without telling you..ahaks

Imaginations...

Sometimes..
I like to imgine..
fantasy makes me feel like I'm alive..

Imagine I can be just like all the philosophers..who have a lot of ideas..out from the box of mind..

Imagining a papaya can turn into something different..

As I sit on a bench behind the canteen's kitchen, I almost can see everything that not in my life list..

Once I've been asked about my way of life.. and I couldn't find the answers.. just because I like to make fantasy of my own life.. like to be like others..

Hmm..when will I be myself and have my own way of life??...

Half boiled eggs..

Because of my laziness..today before I go to work, I boiled some eggs and eat it half boiled..

Also a cup of instant coffee..

The Rain that fall onto The Earth..

Went for a baminton training last night..What an energetic night.I went up for 5 games..though,I still have some energy left inside me..

Back at school yerterday..my supervisor scolded me just because my class was very 'happenng'..I brought a cameleon,a small one, into the class as a teaching aid..
but then because the face of that animal is quite spooky, all the girls in the class screamed like hell..haha...

Also made a few adjustment to my neew table..All the files on my table had been moved to somewhere nicer..and now, I had a very empty table..haha..

Icky and Daria.. Their relationship is going better day by day..and this morning as I woke up from bed early, went to check their food..all been finished.. as I added some more for them..and I saw a very nice view..Icky and Daria ate the food togethere..haha..what a pleasent suprise..

p/s..dude.what is the relation to these stories and the topic???

A Scheme Guy...

There is a guy in my school who plays a scheme role.. Always wanna be the most perfect one..what the heck??

Me??I hate this guy..even though not too much hatress inside my heart onto him, but still I feel like his way is quite annoying me..(indide my mind)..

Not even plays a role as a scheme guy..this guy is also some sort of a jerk who always show off anything belongs to him..ergh..what a jerk..

As far as I'm concern, you are not prepare enough to be a show off person in front of me beb..there are still lots of things that you need to learn while you are in school...so..you jerk..just behave yourself..daaa..

Two videos of Icky..

These videos was taken when Icky is more familiar with me and Eisz.

Abandoned..

I never felt like I've been abandoned.. A while ago, I kept on thinking about al the friends that I had.. Why them all seems to be sp quiet? Why is it always me who have to start all the doing?

Last news I heard about them is about four weeks back..after that..no words at all..the call been made just because I'd received an sms from one them who told me about the death of my classmate..He quite close to me though..he suffered from testis cancer..

But then..the call been made by me..why don't they just call and tell me about it mouth to mouth??? Why??? Credit limit???don't want to know more abot my life here at Penang??(as all my friends been spread out to all over the country)..why dude??

Why is it only me who always keep on asking all of you about your health??how's your life getting on??how's your work??how's your eveything???damn......

I only want a true friend..a friend that always I can rely on..

The abandoned me........

The comic addict..

The comic will out three time a month..need to spend the money..hope it's enough to buy all the three edition a month without missing not even a copy..

The guy waits patiently..1st day..11th day..and the 21st day...every month.. He needs to buy it..

He's an addict of that comic..he's gooing insane if he's not reading the comic.. Is he nuts??No..from the comic, he can adopt the ideas and brings them alive..

Only by using his talented brain..he can imgine about the whole wolrd..but only if he reads the comic..

And now..he still can't affort to buy the comic..why??no money??bored with the comic already??or he just a lazy person who just can give away his precious imagination??...

Nah..he will get what he wants..inside the guy's heart..grumbling..just like the sound of nature...

What's Wrong with You dude?

UUuuWeekkk...ahh...

What is wrong with you aa young man??

something blows inside my stomach..and now i can see the plastic bag is blue in colour rite???

Hey..the plastic bag is red one laa...

Haiya..really aaa?? Urgh...I think I'm going throw again.. UUuuwweeeeeekkk....

Haiya..young man aa..what is really happened to you??

I'm sick..

Almost a year..

It's been a year i'd wrote my creepy stories inside this blog..so I think I 'd better change the way it look.

Finally I come out with an idea of getting my blog a new colour and image.. quite simple though..based only on several colours n my template finished..

But I still not satisfy with the header..is it too simple or I'm just as lazy as a sloth??..hope my friends can give me some advices on how to make my blog look happier..haha..

I'm also too tired to hang on in front of this pc since I just got back from my school's sport day..but for now..it is better to have one kind of header than just leave the top of my blog empty with nothing..haha..

Alright..Adiosss....

Tired, hungry and sleepy..huarghhh..

As he reads..

Early morning..fooohh..as smoke going through the room's environment..a guy sit on a chair reading some of his friends' blogs..

What am I doing rite now??Hmmjust don't have any ideas..blank..tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut..

As the smooking guy reads the blogs one ny one, his ideas suddently appear...but then, it just for a while..

The ideas disappear just like that..gone with the time..

And as the guy is reading blogs..many ideas come and go just like that.. and the guy still looking for his idea....

Ambitions..

A long time ago while I'm in standard one..

"What do you want to be when you grow up?"..An accountant.."Your second ambition?"..A banker.."and your third ambition?"..A soldier..

..and all been writen in a card blue in colour..

Deep in my mind, there is hell no being a teacher. I only like to help who wants my help. Yes I like teaching people even when I was in standard three..

"Ajeeb..tolong ajar aku buat gasing dari dahan jambu batu..",Zaidi.."nantila kalo aku free"..me..
"Ajeeb, lepas habis mengaji nanti, tolong Mak Aji ajar budak-budak lain mengaji ye"..Zaidi's mum..
"Ajeeb, aja aku matematik boleh tak? nanti aku belanja makan kat kantin",Erol..

..and still continue when I was in my secondary school.. It seems like I can't avoid myself from teaching others..

My first and second ambition..an accountant...a banker...

I like Math very much.. I also like English.. WHen it comes to these subjects, I can't lose my attention to the teachers.. It is because my parent can't affort to buy me reference book at that time..So..my point is just paying my full attention to the teachers.. Since I like Math the most, so I set my mind what kind of work that suite me.. As my teachers told me what kind of things involved with math in the daily life is money.. so I came out with that kind of ambitions..

My last ambition..a soldier..
It just for fun though..for boys like me those days which is to think about being a soldier is the coolest thing in the world...haha..

But then after my SPM.. I've been decided not to carry on my ambitions as I heard some rumors that there were too many accountants in Malaysia..and also the bankers don't have much time to spend..so..just leave my precious ambitions behind..

Soldier??..nah..I don't feel like I want to be one of them even I had the chance to be one..

Baby Bean???

Found this pic while I'm checking my internet temporary folder.. Check this baby Bean

Elephant Village dan Badminton Court..

As I create my post today, my hand still shivering, suffering from the crack of my muscles..

Seven thirty, I came back from buying some foods for dinner as I hate to eat outside lately because of the excitement of watching Naruto with Eisz.. After a while, I received a call from Usmang. "Bit.jom badminton","biler?","sembilan setengah"..

Without further ado, I did some preparation for my game..It been quite some time I did not involve with "these" kind of things and as for the result, my tummy got bigger..

So, all have been decided.. There..Ah Seong n his friend, Alimin, Usmang, Wannie, Iory and Munchen.. Me and Eisz reached there after they already had some frame..

So..We play..lost some frame,had a break.."Kenapa orang panggil tempat nih kampung gajah aa??tak nampak pon gajah kat sini..jangan kata gajah, patung gajah pon tak nampak",me.."entah la bit",Eisz..as he ate a corn ice-cream...

Esok Camner?

Esok camner ek?
Nak pegi ke tak?
Kalu nak pegi aku booking siap-siap..Kalu tak pegi leh aku pegi tempat lain..

Esok camner ek?
Ader ker takder?
Kalu ader lagi sok aku nak beli..kalu takder malas la aku nak menjengah ke tempat tu lagi laa..

Esok camner nih?
Nak jumpa aku tak?
Kalo nak jumpa aku tak pegi memana..Kalu tak nak jumpa cakap siang-siang, takder la aku nak tunggu ko lelama kat situ..

Esok camner?
Esok dah nak start cuti raya cina..AKu nak pegi mana??tak pegi memana kot..Reason??
Nak lepak kat umah jer kot..Tak balik kampung?Takper kampungku sudah berjaya..pembangunannya tersusun..ada jentera ada kereta proton wira..kelapa sawit bertimbun..

Haiwan Penaung..

Jan 01-09 ~ Anjing
Jan 10-24 ~ Tikus
Jan 25-31 ~ Singa
Feb 01-05 ~ Kucing
Feb 06-14 ~ Merpati
Feb 15-21 ~ Kura-kura
Feb 22-28 ~ Harimau Bintang
Mac 01-12 ~ Monyet
Mac 13-15 ~ Singa
Mac 16-23 ~ Tikus
Mac 24-31 ~ Kucing
Apr 01-03 ~ Anjing
Apr 04-14 ~ Harimau Bintang
Apr 15-26 ~ Tikus
Apr 27-30 ~ Kura-kura
Mei 01-13 ~ Monyet
Mei 14-21 ~ Merpati
Mei 22-31 ~ Singa
Jun 01-03 ~ Tikus
Jun 04-14 ~ Kura-kura
Jun 15-20 ~ Anjing
Jun 21-24 ~ Monyet
Jun 25-30 ~ Kucing
Jul 01-09 ~ Tikus
Jul 10-15 ~ Anjing
Jul 16-26 ~ Merpati
Jul 27-31 ~ Kucing
Ogas 01-15 ~ Monyet
Ogos 16-25 ~ Tikus
Ogos 26-31 ~ Kura-kura
Sept 01-14 ~ Merpati
Sept 15-27 ~ Kucing
Sept 28-30 ~ Anjing
Okt 01-15 ~ Monyet
Okt 16-27 ~ Kura-kura
Okt 28-31 ~ Harimau Bintang
Nov 01-16 ~ Singa
Nov 17-30 ~ Kucing
Dis 01-16 ~ Anjing
Dis 17-25 ~ Monyet
Dis 26-31 ~ Merpati



Anjing:
Kamu memang seorang yang setia dan manis orangnya. Kesetian kamu memang tidak boleh disangkal lagi. kejujuran dan keikhlasan adalah kekuatan kamu, malahan di dalam kerjaya kamu memang boleh dipercayai. Kamu adalah orang yang sederhana dan sering bersikap rendah diri.Kamu bukan orang yang akan mencari masalah dan sukakan suasana yang damai.Kualiti itulah yang menjadikan teman-teman suka berada di sisi kamu. Cita rasa kamu di dalam fesyen juga diakui baik dan kamu akan mudah terasa malu dan sedih sekiranya alamari pakaianmu tidak lengkap dengan pakaian yang mengikut peredaran fesyen. Biarpun kamu tidak mempunyai teman yang ramai tetapi teman-teman yang bersama dengan kamu memang mempunyai kualiti yang baik.

Tikus:
Kamu ini memang penuh dengan muslihat! Namun, sikap itulah yang menjadikan kamu nampak bijak dan menjadikan wajah kamu comel dan mudah menarik perhatian orang disekelilingmu. Ramai yang suka berkawan dengan kamu kerana sikap kamu yang memang mengundang keseronokan kepada orang lain. Memang kamu sering dijemput untuk memeriahkan majlis dan ramai yang menyukai kehadiran kamu, tetapi kamu begitu sensitif orangnya dan itu menjadikan orang sekelilingmu berhati-hati untuk berbicara dengan kamu. sekiranya ada yang berani menggunakan perkataan kasar, memang mereka akan mengundang kemarahan kamu di tahap maksimum! Kamu perlu bijak mengawal emosi kamu kerana teman-teman juga manusia yang tidak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan.

Singa:
Begitu kontra dengan spesies kamu, rupanya kamu ini memang pendamai orangnya. Kamu tidak suka terlibat dengan pertengkaran atau pergaduhan. Kamu begitu sukakan aktiviti luar rumah dan tidak gemar melepak tidak tentu arah tujuan. Memang dilahirkan untuk menjadi ketua dan memberikan arahan kepada orang lain dengan cara yang paling disenangi. Kamu memang suka menyayangi dan disayangi orang lain. Namun, kamu memang mudah dipermainkan oleh orang lain, jadi berhati-hati.

Kucing:
Kamu memang penyayang, disayangi namun kadang-kala begitu pemalu. Kamu sukakan keadaan yang senyap dan damai. Di dalam kehidupan, kamu suka mempelajari tentang perkara baru dan sentiasa melakukan setiap sesuatu dengan bersungguh-sungguh. Di dalam situasi normal, kamu memang nampak tenang tetapi apabila kamu dicabar, serta merta kamu mudah mengamuk! Mereka yang bernaung dibawah kucing memang bijak bergaya. Orang sekelilingmu sering menjadikan kamu sebagai idola di dalam berpakaian. Kamu bijak bersosial tetapi hanya bercakap dengan orang kamu kenali. Kamu memang begitu berhati-hati memilih teman.

Kura-kura:
Kamu semakin hampir dengan kesempurnaan dan begitu baik hati. Kebaikan kamu akan sentiasa dikenang orang sekeliling kamu. Kamu sukakan kedamaian, sekiranya teman-teman ada menyakiti hati kamu, kamu tidak akan cuba menyakitkan hati mereka pula. Kerana ini, kamu memang disayangi dan disenangi teman-teman. Kamu juga tidak suka cakap belakang dan orang sekelilingmu begitu senang dengan cara kamu melayan mereka. Kamu sentiasa akan memberi kasih sayang dan tidak pernah mengharapkan balasan. Pemurah juga adalah sikap kamu dan kamu sentiasa melihat kehidupan sebagai latihan praktikal.

Merpati:
Kamu adalah simbol sikap yang sentiasa riang. Apa saja yang kamu lakukan, kamu akan enjoy setiap detiknya. Kahadiran kamu menjadikan teman-teman serta orang sekeliling begitu riang dan senang dengan sikap kamu. Kamu adalah ketua di dalam kumpulan teman-teman dan bijak memujuk dan menghiburkan hati orang yang sedang gundah-gulana. Hipokrasi adalah sifat yang paling kamu benci dan orang yang sebegini memang kamu tolak tepi. Di dalam pekerjaan, kamu memang teratur dan sistematik. Namun, awas! Kamu mudah jatuh cinta!

Harimau Bintang:
Kamu seorang yang misteri. Kamu boleh berhadapan dengan tekanan dengan tenangnya. Kamu juga boleh menghadapi setiap senario yang menguji kesabaran tanpa perlu mengamuk untuk melepaskan geram. Kadang-kala, kamu ini kejam orangnya. Hmmm..kamu suka bergosip tetapi hanya bersama dengan teman-teman yang kamu percayai sahaja. Mereka yang bernaung di bawah harimau bintang adalah begitu teratur dan kemas orangnya. Tetapi, apa yang tidak tahan dengan sikap kamu yang mahu setiap sesuatu mengikut cara kamu. Sikap itulah yang menjadikan kamu senang hilang kawan. Namun, apabila teman-teman menghadapi masalah, kamu adalah orang pertama yang mereka cari.

Monyet:
Tidak sabar dan begitu hiperaktif! Kamu mahu segala-galanya dilakukan dengan pantas. Namun, kamu memang sederhana orangnya dan begitu suka apabila ramai yang memberikan perhatian kepada kamu. Kamu bijak berhadapan dengan masalah dan tidak mahu terlibat dengan sebarang kontroversi. Setiap langkah dan keputusan, kamu akan berfikir sebelum melakukannya. Kamu mempunyai kata hati yang kuat dan itulah yang menjadi penyelemat kepada kamu. Jangan tidak tahu, mereka yang bernaung di bawah monyet memang begitu bijak mencari wang dan begitu pandai mengatur kewangannya. Kamu memang akan berjaya di dalam perniagaan.

Aku copy mender niih kat satu blog aku aku jumpa secara tak sengaja..aku nyer binatang penaung ialah tikuih..kekeke..baca la personaliti aku..Percaya??terpulang kepada individu..

sserts!!

Hish! Apsal takleh plak nih?? Argh!! Rosak ker??..terbelek-belek.. Laa, terbalik le pulok..hish buat malu kaum jer..hehe..kes tengah hari pada suatu hari aku masuk kerja..masa nak punch card..

Huargh.1350..erk, awal menguap, mata nih plak berat semacam jer..pejam la kejap..ngoong..ngeeeeng..ngoong..tuuunnggg..prang.. Woi!!!! Korang bising buat aper?? tak nampak ker aku tengah ada kerja nih?? Ha?? Nak kena sepak??..mmm, memang aku tengah buat kerja masa tuh tapi tanpa aku sedar mata aku tertutup seketika buat beberapa saat...letih ker??tak lah..aku mana kenal erti letih, cuma sserts jer..

Kata doc kalu kita tengah sserts nih, emosi memang tak menentu..otak plak sesenang jer letih..bila otak jadik malas..mata pon tutup ler otomatik..simple jer teori aku nih..hehe..but anyhow thanx kids..you all had opened my mind back to normal..

Argh!!!! 1420..kenapa la sekolah nih taruk bebudak bebals dalam kelas nih..keseluruhannyer plak tuh bebals..kalo sorang dua tak kesah lagi...hangin jer satu badan aku dibuat nyer korang... Emosi terganggu ker?? Well, maybe pasal dalam mind dah set sserts, maka dengan secara otomatiknya jugak emosi aku akan memuncak..tapi aku tetap tak tunjuk keseluruhan emosi aku depan bebudak tuh..jangan salahkan saya ek..saya tengah sserts..

B..wet u ader baper??wet I tingal doploh jer..erm..takper laa u guna la wet tuh dulu..I ader sket lagi..takper..skang nih kat sekolah I tak makan sangat pon..Isap okok jer yang banyak..erm...banyak isap okok??bosan ker?? Hehehe..tak ler bosan sangat, tapi sebab sserts tuh la yang membuatkan I smoking... Wet?? Sket jer tinggal neh..Argh!!!Sserts nyer pale otak aku.. Kabuak!!! Aku ketuk pala aku sendirik tuk ilangkan sakit..hehe..memang mujarab...

Well..itu semua cerita tiga pat hari lepas..skang??otak aku dah kembali normal..wakaka...Ganbate..nobita...

Prak..

Pagi redup jer.. Ada sepasang mata memandang jauh ke satu sudut. Sudut yang memberikannya penuh dengan pengalaman, penuh dengan inspirasi, penuh dengan tanda tanya. Baginya sudut itu memang ada keajaibannya tersendiri..

Tanpa disedari, tiba-tiba air matanya jatuh membasahi pipinya yang sedikit tenggelam.. Ahh!! kenapalah air mata bodoh ini mengalir..yang lepas-lepas tuh sudahlah..buat apa nak dikenang kembali... Air mata terus mengalir..

Keredupan pagi menyamankan tubuh insan ini. Walaupun air matanya terus saja mengalir, namun dibiarkannya saja..

Awal tahun lepas... Hello..I nak datang jumpa u nih..u dekat mana??I ada dekat tempat kerja laa..kenapa?? Lah..orang nak datang jumpa dia boleh plak dia tanya kenapa..hish, tak jadik laa datang. Iyerla, dah orang tak sudi kita datang..Ehehe bukan camtuh..ingatkan ader apa ker yang penting yang menyebabkan u datang sini.. Rindu laa kat u... Ermmm

RINDU..kenapa perkataan itu sering diungkpkan oleh insan yang kita sayang apabila kita berjauhan? Kenapa perkataan itu menjadi sering menjadi mainan mulut? Kenapa tiadakah perkataan lain untuk menyatakan sesuatu selain dari rindu?? Ya..insan itu juga sering merindukan pasangannya itu..namun masalah kerja telah membantutkan pemikirannya untuk kearah kerinduan itu..

Tapi tak mengapa, disebabkan rindu itulah.. maka pasangan yang berjauhan itu seringkali berjumpa dan meluahkan perkataan sayang...Apakah ianya akan berkekalan??mungkin ya mungkin tidak..

Keadaan itulah yang menyebabkan insan yang merenung ke sudut di tepi tiang itu mengalirkan air matanya. Di manakah kata-kata rindu yang biasa didengarinya sebelum ini??di manakah kata-kata sayang yang selalu diungkapkan sebelum ini?? Adakah dirinya sudah tidak disayangi lagi..

Air matanya terus mengalir..

Perhatiannya beralih ke arah jam yang berada tidak jauh dari tempat dia duduk..Ahh..aku sudah lewat..

Biarlah perkara yang sudah berlalu itu di simpan di sudut itu dan bukan di sudut kamar hatiku..Semoga saat indah yang dulu akan kembali semula biarpun di sudut mana sekalipun.....

Yang Lepas..

Dekat simpang tiga..

Dreng..dreng.drenggggggggg...
satu hari aku berjumpa...cek mek molek jual bunga...
senyuman manis menusuk hati..gugur bagai jantung ini..
siapa....hati tak tertawan....

erk..weih..tukar la lagu lain..aku lupa lirik laa..

Dekat simpang tiga.. kat pondok tunggu bas..

Weih..esok kita gi memancing nak??kat mana?? Alah..belakang kongsi Pak Ya tuh..Aku dengar siru lubuk haruan.. Haruan makan anak tuh ker??hahaha..

Dekat simpang tiga tu..

Ko rasa tahun nih siapa menang??BN ker Pas?? Aku rasa Manxhester United..wakaka..

Semua dekat simpang tiga tuh.. Depan rumah Zaidi kawan aku.. yang melepak aku, Zaidi, Sadat, Ikhwan, Paan, Bob kawan Paan, Arel anak Pak Amid, Sidan anak Pak Bakaq, Hadi anak Jamal, Pak 'Un, Men, Derus, Lan Botak, Lan Bijan, Lan Tukang, Udin Lembu, Udin Pak Ya Trompet, Saari abg Sidan, Sham tonggek, Shahril no 6, Pak Itam...

Sekarang yang melepak kat situ bebudak ingusan yang baru nak kenal erti Kehidupan...
Erm..dah lama aku tak balik Felda Lepar Hilir 3...tempat aku membesar.. Aper jadik ek ngan tempat melepak tuh......

Pergh..

Assalamualaikum...

Pergh, lame gok koi tok updet blog loi nih haa.. dekat due minggu lebey.. bukain mendernyer budaok, koi takder masernyer nok menyinggah depain pc lelame...ishishish.

Ceghite pasei Japanese Garden, koi ghase tak yoh ler koi nok ceghite yek.. Lagi pon ghodong koi si debab Imran doh ceghite memacam doh kat blog die. Ahaks..

Ghindu pulaok koi kat Pahang. Lame bebenor doh koi tok balek Pahang.. Doh ghase macam budaok Penang sepenuhnye la pulaok..Hahaha...

Dalam dua minggu lebih nih, memacam jadik kat aku yang menyebabkan aku letih memanjang.. First thing, aku takder transport aku sendiri untuk ke tempat kerja aku, so, aku kena la menumpang bas. Nak pegi sekolah, aku kena tertenggek kat bus stop yang jauhnya lebih kurang pat ratus meter dari kediaman aku(aku berjalan ke situ) lebih kurang pukul doblas.. Yang aku tak terasa best nyer, aku kena tunggu bas bas tuh dalam keadaan yang tak menentu. Kengkadang bas tuh sampai kol 1245, kengkadang kol 1255, and kengkadang kol 1 lebih. waaaaa, aku nak beli moto....(nak beli keta??nanti la kot..bajet takder lagi nih...ahaks)

Kat sekolah plak, cam biaser la kan..aku dikira rookie laa, even aku dah xperience mengajar dah dua taun, tapi still dianggap sebagai tenaga pengajar peringkat baru keluar Maktab..wakakaka...memacam diorang remind kat aku balik.. Tahun nih, aku kena mengajar tahun 2 tiga kelas(2 kelas ok n 1 kelas ko), and tahun 3 satu kelas(kelas yang paling hujung sekali kedudukan otak murid²nya).

Stail aku mengajar?? Macam biaser, memula masuk kasik diorang gerun sket..semua muka mencuka..then dah dua tiga hari baru la aku buat buat kasik klaka sket..and skarang bebudak tuh dah mula mesra ngan aku.. Ayat peberet aku.."korang nih kan, kalo nak belaja ngan aku, kena belajar pepandai. Kalo korang nak jadik bodo, baik korang tinggal jer dalam reban"...then aku sambung mengajar..Kekekeke..

Then.. tiba masa untuk balik.. Isnin sampai Rabu, aku balik kol 6.35, while Khamis n Jumaat, balik kol 6.o5. Mianggu pertama ok... pasal time aku balik, bas akan tiba lebih kurang sepuluh minit aku tunggu.. Tapi yang aku hangin satu badan tuh, start dari hari rabu minggu nih..bas sampai dekat pukul 7 stgh.. cilaker punyer bas..dekat satu jam aku tunggu.. tapi yang tuh ok lagi la kan aku tetpa dapat naik bas... Dan paling aku meletup, semalam nyer kes... Aku tunggu bas cam biaser dalam pukul 6.15 (dah aku balik pukul 6.05)memula aku nampak ader satu bas datang dari arah bertentangan dalam pukul 6.25..ok aku tunggu.lamer siot..tunggu..tgk jam, kol 6.45 tak sampai lagi, tapi ader satu lagi bas datang dari arah bertentangan jugak..

7.15..bas pertama samapai, aku tahan..driver dia tanak berhenti..KAMBING punyer bas.. aku dah marah kan...dah ler satu jam aku tunggu ko, sekali dah ko sampai, ko leh tak bagi plak aku nek.. Aku marah..aku jalan dengan perasaan marah dari bus stand tuh ke satu bus stand yang jauhnya lebih kurang 2 km dari situ untuk tunggu bas yang satu lagi tuh..

7.30 Tak lama aku lepak, bas datang..lega sket.. sekali lagi KAMBING punyer bas... taknak berhenti jugak...cilake...har..h..b..i habeh semua ayat jampi sumpah seranah terkeluar dari mulut aku yang PENYABAR la sangat nih kan...

Then aku amek keputusan balik terus umah dengan berjalan kaki..Kejauhan??? tanak ame kira..ghaser nyer lebih sepuluh kilo meter kot.. Pastuh Eisz kol tanyer kat mana.. Aku jawab dengan termengah-mengah, aku tengah berjalan.. Sampai umah jer, Eisz tanya sekali lagi nape tak nak kol soh dia datang amek??? Aku bagi alasan public rosak(sorry Eisz..aku tengok satu public tuh takder gagang, so aku amek kesimpulan public kat pekan Penaga tuh semuanya rosak..)sebenarnyer aku tanak susahkan sesaper nak amek aku pasal aku tau aku buat tindakan bodoh sesangat waktu tuh.. Pon satu lagi aku memang marah gila ngan pemandu-pemandu bas yang cilaker tuh..

Kesimpulannyer..aku sampai umah dengan keadaan kaki yang menggeletar..samapi ler ke pagi tadik.. Uwaaaaaaaaaa...

France - Bukit Tinggi day 1

Pagi tuh Munchen mengamuk ngan aku.. dia marah aku apsal bagi direction salah.. Uwaaa aku dah dah bagi betul tapi ada clash ngan direction org K.L. hehehe..sorik yer munchen.. Aku tunggu ko kat Projet dari Zoo tapi ko tunggu aku kat Projet Dari Gombak..mano den nak tahu..

Anyway semua berjalan ngan lancar.. Tak lama menunggu (thanks to Eisz's father coz he was able to send us even the place is quite far..), maka datang lah segerombolan pelancong-pelancong yang kelewatan..habeh lima batang aku isap okok, baru kowang datang.. So macam biasa laa yang pegi tuh.. Dato' ngan Datin, e ngan afdlin, zyf, lego n kiah, aku, eisz ngan munchen....dekat Genting Sempah, tertonggok si hard n rusdi..Kitorang lepak kat Sempah jap tunggu organizer datang.. Si Jimmy and Eric..

Sampai jer kat kwsn Bukit Tinggi, terus gi check in..Lepak-lepak kejap kat dalam apartment tuh, then kitorang gi Colmar Tropicale.. Ader plak yang sesat pegi Japanese Garden..ahaks..jauh tuh mendaki...

Snap some pix, then pegi la makan kat staff area yang mana harga makanan tak berapa mencekik darah sgt.. kat situ plak ader satu insiden yang mana salah seorang dari kami telah terjatuh..erm..bukan terjatuh..tapi kerusi dia patah kaki..maka terbanglah ayam-ayam di atas meja... then balik apartment main monopoli.. Dato' kongker prmainan dengan aset melebihi 20 ribu dolar..wakaka.. aku orang kedua bengkrap selepas Jimmy woo..tak lama lepas tuh Aflin klua n Lego..tinggal lagi Eisz, Usman, n Dato'..wakakaka..End..

Kajang - K.L malam New Year

Malam nih you nak join member-member sambut New Year tak?? Maleh laa, lagi pon ayah cakap nak ajak makan satu family. Oh..ok jer.. So malam tuh kitorang puas mencarik tempat makan yang best..last-last satu keputusan mengejut dibuat, kami semua ke Kajang untuk menjamu sate Kajang yang terkenal tuh..ahaks. So, sampaijer ( dalam pada terpusing-pusing mencarik restoran tuh ) tengok penuh...erks..

Pilih meja, order time.. sate ayam 30, sate lembu 30, sate kambing 10, sate rusa 10. Bila order sampai, yang aku kenal sate ayam. lembu,kambing, rusa, semua sama warna.. lagi pon aku tak makan kambing sebab alergi..so, nak merasa sate rusa pon takut sebab kang tersilap amek plak kang terhamek yang perasa kambing, mampos aku, ehehehe.. So, melantak laa aper tunggu lagik.. wahahaha..

Putrajaya - K.L 31 Dis

"Woit..nak ke mana hari nih??"Aku.. "Kita gi jumpa Zackie jap" Eisz.. Orait.. turun bawah tahan cab terus pegi Pandan Indah.
Samapi jer kat situ, si Zackie dah ader kat luar kedai dia.."Laa korang baru datang??Jom ikut aku pegi Putrajaya""buat aper??""Aku tak buat IC lagi laa" Erk..tu lah manusia, dah terdesak baru la nak tergopos-gapas..So, pegi la Putrajaya tuh.. Walaupun dah beberapa kali aku menjengah ke tempat so called Putrajaya nih, aku tetap mengkagumi semua senibina bangunan kat sini.. So pe lagik, dengan berbekalkan hand phone Eisz, kitorang begamba sakan kat situ.. banyak sangat gambarnyer...tapi aku upload sket jer la ek..hehe Adioss..