Gelagat Manusia 2..

Hehe.. me back..
Ini sambungan kepada yang satu tuh..
So biler dah sampai jer bas kat jeti butterworth, aku akan menaiki feri untuk ke pulau..
wahaha.. busan siot.. Dulu tambang feri 60sen jer, skang dah nek jadik 1.20 plak.. Tah ape-ape tah dorang nih..suke-suke jer nak nek kan tahap tambang feri nih.. Dalam feri nih ader la orang jual memacam untuk dimakan sementara tunggu feri yang lembab nih. So kebiasaannyer aku akan membeli roti atau mini piza n satu air tin atau air kotak untuk bekalan aku..takpon aku melepak kat tempat orang isap okok..
Kat sini pon banyak leh tengok gelagat orang.. dalam banyak-banyak gelagat, aku tertarik ngan satu nih.. gelagat 'pelancong wannabe' negara kita..(mat indon)...
So.. kesah nyer berbunyik camnih la lebih kurang.. Ader ler satu hari tuh, aku nek feri cam biase, then aku taktau nak buat aper, aku pon melepak la kat tempat org isap okok tuh.. dalam tu ader sorang mamat indon yang tgh melepak(I knew it just from the look of his face)...hehe..
So, aku buat dek jer la kan... tak lama lepas tuh, datang sorang lagi mamat..muka dia cam org kita Malaysia gak la kan...then dia senyum kat aku, aku pon senyum la balek, iyer la kan, aku kan peramah orangnyer.. Die kuarkan rokok..Salem cool planet punyer rokok..Aku buat biaser jer lakan.Kebiasaannyer mat-mat indon nih suka isap okok suria(dulu aku isap okok nih gak).
So, mamat tuh dok kat depan aku. Dengan muka sembebet,dia isap okok.. Aku plak layan perasaan je la.. Then tak lama lepas tuh, mamat tuh tego mamat yang memula dok dalam tuh tadik.. Dia tanya memula cakap slang cam org kita la kan.. then dah mamat yang memula tuh cakap dalam bahasa jawa, terus dia buka pekong dia.. wakakaka..tertipu den dengan perwatakan asal mamat tuh... Ces! ku ingat kamu org malaysia tulen, ropanya malaysia palsu..
Aper lagi kan, dah jumpa orang sekampung, haruslah bersembang bagai nak rak.. tanya tu la ini laaa.. uwaaaaa... bosan.. aku pon kua dari tempat itu.. Terasa macam diri ini sedang melancong plak.. ihihi.. Lepak kat lua lagi bagus.. kes kat lua plak, mamat india sorang nih, sealu sgt besembang ngan aci yang jual roti tuh.. biler aku tanyr aci tuh, dia kata tak kenal pon... ish ish ish..memacam la dorang nih.. Sejak kebelakangan nih, aku tengok ramai omputeh nek feri.. tak tau la aper yang dorang buat kat Malaysia kita yang bahagia nih... Anyway.. setakat nih jer dulu k. nanti sambung len plak.. Adios amigosh...

Love, hug and kiss.....

Gelagat Manusia 1..

Hari nih dah masuk dua hari aku tak post aku nyer entry. Iyer la kan bz ngan kerja jer. Selama dua hari aku bertungkus lumus menyiapkan kertaas soalan untuk exam yang akan dilansungkan pada minggu hadapan. Tak tau la punyer bz aku sampai rehat pon tak turun makan.
Sejak kebelakangan nih aku suka sangat tengok orang punyer gelagat. Iyer la kan selama nih tengok gak orang punyer gelagat tapi tak ler seseius kebelakangan ni kan. Oleh sebab aku pegi kerja skang nih banyak naik feri n balik ada org amek(thanks to you my dearest love), so banyak la aku tengok gelagat makhluk ciptaan yang maha esa nih.
Ok.. cerita nyer camnih.. Kalau abang aku guna motor, aku kena menapak naik feri untuk ker sebelah pulau n balik 'someone' akan amek aku dari sekolah aku.. start from my house, aku naik bas.. aku tak kesah sangat ngan bas dari umah aku nak ke feri sebab ada banyak.. lebih kurang setiap 15 mns ader la satu bas akan lalu.. So, sementara tunggu bas tuh, aku lepak isap rokok ker, makna kuaci ker, makan roti ker kan..sambil-sambil melihat keadaan sekeliling aku yang agak lengang dek sebabkan aku kerja tak ikut normal shift.
Kengkadang kan, masa aku naik bas, macam-macam gelagat aku jumpa dalam tuh.. Dua tiga minggu yang sudah contohnya, tengah melepak makan keropok kat belakang, ader sorang apek datang hulur air pepsi kat aku... terkezut aku.. Iyerlakan kita dengan tak kenal nyer tetiber jer leh plak dihulurkan air penghilang dahaga itu.. Tapi aku tolak la kan.. takkan nak amek air dari org yang kita tak kenal, tah-tah dibubuhnyer ubat tido, tak pasal-pasal aku lalok dan tah-tah aku nyer stuff semua bakal dikebas bersama.. but anyhow, I do solute dekat apek tuh pasal dah aku tolak, dia ofer kat semua passengers yang ader dalam bas tuh.. katanyer dia tak abeh nak minum sorang-sorang sebab dier beli pepsi yang botol besar punyer... hehehe.. aku tersengih sensorang kat tempat duduk aku.. Pagi tadik plak, ader lagi satu kesah yang tak dapat aku lupakan tentang gelagat manusia nih.. cam biasa la bila aku nek bas, aku akan duduk kat seat paling belakang sekali sebab leh meninjau keadaan orang-orang yang masuk ke dalam isi perut bas tuh kan... So, sekali lagi aku tertarik dengan perwatakan seorang budak india nih. Dia datang ngan mak n atuk dia.. hari nih bas yang aku nek tuh ader ekon... so, sejuk la sket.. Yang tak tahannyer, budak tuh punyer excited ngan ekon tuh, dengan segembira hatinya mencari satu tempat duduk yang lobang ekon tuh betul-betul kat atas kepala.. dan yang lebih memberansangkan beliau ialah apabila ekon tuh tidak terkena kepada beliau dan beliau akan memusing semula direction ekon tuh..
Geli hati aku tengok budak tuh.. Then lepas mak dia bayo duit tiket bas, mak dier dok sebelah dia. Dengan senyum yang tak henti-henti, di tolong pusingkan plak ekon tuh kat mak dier. siap ngan ukur-ukur lagi nak tau kena ker tak kepala mak dier. Dalam hati aku kata, walaupun nampak sewel@terlampau teruja dengan kesejukan ekon tuh, budak tuh tetap tak lupakan mak dia.. hum.. respect aku kat ko.. harap-harap jangan masa nih jer ko care ngan mak ko, nanti besar-besar, dier la ko terajang pasal tak bagi duit ko nak gi joli... Then sampai la kat satu simpang tuh, sekali lagi aku dikejutkan oleh bunyi loceng yang berkali-kali ditekan oleh budak yang terlampau teruja tuh. Cis.. budak nih tak pernah naik bas ker.. Cam sial.. spoil mood aku tgh melayan perasaan jer.. Then dorang turun, n bas aku meneruskan perjalanan ker jeti butterworth... tuh jer kot untuk gelagat manusia 1 nih.. nanti aku sambung plak kes atas feri ngan atas bas untuk ke sekolah aku.. for now.. Adios carnals....

Love, hug and kiss.

New Add On..

Today.. I woke up a bit late..around 10 am.. take a bathe and preparing stuffs to bring along to Sungai Petani...to Eisz's house.. His father bought the house few years back... and now his father gave the house to him for him to take care of.
As we reached the house, alamak.. the lalang so high laa.. start workin' and finished(half of the part) at 5 pm. Back home, surf internet and read some blogs.. reading E-chub's blog gave me an idea.. Yes.. the adsense... so I just add it up.. Hope to get some benefit from it.. that's all.. Adios..

Love, hug and kiss....

Carnival Day Story...

Hi again.. Now I'm posting my story while eating bread. Yum..Yum..
Now a day, it seems like I'm lazy to type my post... why aa? After I had a very bad depressed on Thursday, I became too lazy to do anything.. Well.. I think my life should be carry on..
Yesterday, I went for the Sale Carnival. Not quite happening. It just because all the customers were our own students and their parents.. no outsiders.. So.. all the foods sold that day were sold out but goods like clothes, toys, and other expensive prices being abandoned by those peoples. But our ghost house had many visitors.(just among the students because they so excited to go there..feel like they went to a funfair).
There, I met with the head mistress. She talk to me first as for me, if i met her first, I wanted to scold her. Then she asked me..."Aik..kata semalam u nak mengamok?kenapa tak jadi?" Huh.. She asked me 'that' question? Huiyo.. so berani laa... I kept quiet as if I opened my mouth, I will use the #### words.She told me that all the comments she made were truly came from her instict. Hehehe..here is my point.. I told her,"Ha tu la masalah cikgu.. cikgu suke buat mender/keputusan just guna pikiran cikgu, cikgu bukan nak pk perasaan orang len" hmm.. I'll write the dialouge below...

HM: betul la apa yang saya tulis tuh.. u memang suka buat kerja ikut u punyer mood.
me: memang pon..abeh tuh?
HM: u dah susahkan ramai orang...
me: like..?
HM: masa u kena buat kertas ujian kemahiran ke-3, u tak buat kan? u suruh si zaki yang buat.. and that day.. semua orang jadik kelam-kabut..
me:I absent waktu tuh kan.. lagi pun I dah janji dengan si zaki tuh yang I akan ganti dier untuk buat soalan exam untuk akhir tahun.. dorang tak bising kat saya pon..
HM: iyela kawan-kawan takkan nak cakap depan u kot..
me: abeh tuh mengumpat belakang saya? c'mon la cikgu..be reasonable sket.. dorang dah besar, bukan budak-budak lagi nak cakap kat belakang-belakang..bukannyer saya tak tanya dorang sorang-sorang...
HM: Nazif.. saya bagi komen tuh atas apa yang saya nampak and yang saya dengar.. saya bukan buat atas apa yang dengar dari orang jer... lagipun saya ada tanya dengan penyelia awak..
me: ooo...jadik cikgu tak nampak la aper yang saya buat selama nih?
HM: saya nampak.. saya nampak u have the talent.. u can do anything.. kan saya ader bagi good comments dalam tuh..
me: yang tiga markah untuk 4 kolum tuh ker? tak payah la cikgu.. comment cikgu dalam tuh semuanya buruk..takder lansung backup saya.. saya tak minta backup..tapi please la bagi komen yang munasabah sikit.. lepas saya balik dari interview terus saya call Kak Madiah(my supervisor for evening session) then saya bagitau semuanya.. saya siap tanya lagi betul ker selama nih kerja yang kak madiah kasik tuh saya tak buat? betul ker semua cikgu benci kat saya? then she said..no laa.. nobody hates me.. everybody likes to work along with me.. dorang kata saya tak banyak kerenah bila orang bagi kerja..terus buat...
HM: eh..takderpulak cikgu madiah bagitau saya pasal tuh..
me: see what I mean.. u never listen to anybody..u just follow ur instict..
HM: Nazif...
me: sudah la cikgu.. kalau tak suka, kata tak suka.. senang.. tahun depan saya tuka sekolah..senang tak payah nak mengadap orang macam cikgu nih..
HM: go on la.. pegi la tuka sekolah(with bad tempered impression)
me: dah la cikgu.. blah!!!(as I walk through to the other stall)

I left her with small quantity of satisfaction.. I will do more next time I meet her..(actually, I hate to scold a person while I'm in a crowd but that day was a very unexpected day)..
I continue with my shopping.. I spent about RM10 to buy foods, two small teddies nad play some games.. Adiosss...

Hate, angry and madness...

Marahku Api bersuhu 150 darjah celsius..

Assalamualaikum..
Hari ni aku kecewa sket, bukan sikit la tapi banyak gak la kan. Semuanya berpunca dari satu komen yang aku terima secara tak munasabah dari guru besar aku yang bertalam dua muka. Di depan aku ok tapi belakang macam sial.
Aku admit, aku kat sekolah tak macam cikgu-cikgu yang lain yang suker membebel kat belakangbelakang tanpa ambil tindakan susulan. Pada aku, bila kau tak puas hati tentang sesuatu, aku akan terus cakap atau luahkan kat orang yang aku tak puas hati tu. Biarla nak terima ker tak kan, janji aku dah cakap.
Hari nih aku kena pegi temuduga untuk sah jawatan. So, seawal pagi aku bangun and antar seseorang gi keje. Lepas tuh aku terus menuju ke Penang and pegi sekolah aku. Aku jumpa semua cikgu senior nak tanya tips tentang temuduga yang akan aku hadapi nanti. Then dalam pada tuh, aku pon jumpa la dengan guru besar aku nih. AKu cukup terharu pasal dia bagi peransang kat aku supaya menjawab soalan penemuduga dengan tenang.
Aku pon berangkatlah pegi ke Komtar sebab aku akan ditemuduga di situ. Sampai jer aku kat situ, terus aku carik kedai gambar sebab aku kena kepilkan bersama gambar dalam borang aku. Then aku rush pegi carik tempat temuduga tuh. Sampai jer kat tempat tuh, aku tgk ramai giler kawan yang seperangkatan yang akan bertemuduga bersama-sama dengan aku. So, aku tak lah cuak mana kan sebab ramai lagi yang ader. Aku sain borang, then lepak dok sembang-sembang apa yang patut. Tak lama lepas tuh, datang la sorang pegawai nih mintak borang yang dah siap diisi. Kemudian, nama aku dipanggil.
Bersama-sama dengan aku, ada satu borang laporan tatatertib yang perlu diisi oleh guru besar. Borang tuh di'seal' dalam satu envelope. Pegawai tuh mintak aku klua kan borang tuh. AKu bawak la klua. Then dia check depan aku. Kat situ la baru aku tau betapa huduhnyer perangai guru besar aku. Di bahagian ulasan tertulis "Tidak melakukan tugas dengan bertanggungjawab sehingga rakan sejawat yang lain takut untuk bekerjasama dengan beliau"....
Ayat yang sungguh pedas aku baca. Boleh dia tulis komen tuh dalam borang ulasan tuh. Hantu malaun badigol soots btul... then aku tengok plak markah yang diberi.. totally semuanya tidak memuaskan... Argh!!!! Aper guna aku buat mural? Aper guna aku buat backdrop untuk semua majlis yang dilancarkan? Aper guna semua lukisan yang aku buat untuk setiap kali pertandingan mewarna? Aper guna aku aturkan alat siaraya tiap-tiap kali perhimpunan? Aper guna aku anta lesson plan tiap-tiap minggu? Aper guna aku latih budak-budak coral speaking? Aper guna? Aper guna? Aper guna?!!!!! Hah..hah..hah.. Aku mengeluh sendirian kat tempat temuduga tuh. Aku memang dah nampak kegagalan aku untuk sessi temuduga tuh.
Hari nih penemuduga nama dia Dato' Habibah.. pompuan, pakai cermin mata, gemok, huduh, tapi baik ati. Masuk jer aku kat dalam bilik temuduga tuh, aku deprsilakan duduk. Dalam kepala otak aku, aku dah tak pk yang aku akan jawab semua soalan yang dikemukakan dengan baik. Yang aku tau, aku pegi sekolah nanti, aku nak mengamuk sakan. Kat bilik nih plak satu lagi tragedi berlaku. Aku diminta keluar semula sebab ader satu perkara yang perlu dua org penemuduga tuh bincangkan. Aku ada terdengar tadi yang aku takleh amek temuduga tuh ari nih.. aku kena tangguh sampai ujung taun depan sebab sessi denda aku untuk taun lepas nyer kes tak settle lagi. Takperlah.. biarlah aku tak kompom lagi.. yang penting skang nih aku nak mengamuk kat pompuan tua tuh... Dia kata aku kerja ikut mood yea.. nanti ko.. ko nak tengok nobit punyer mood macammana..
Then, aku klua dari tempat temuduga tuh dalam keadaan yang 'panas membara'.. Aku balek umah naik feri.. Sampai jer kat umah, aku call seseorang then bagitau what happened n then aku call penyelia petang aku.. dan tak pasal-pasal dia pon kena maki hamun ngan aku pasal cuba defend guru besaq tuh.. Ptuih!!!... Tapi takpe.. Aku cool down kejap n pk kan cammane aku nak buat havoc sok-sok...
Then aku baca kreko yang baru aku beli tadik and sambung tengok citer naruto yang baru siap di download. Dalam kol 410, aku klua umah nak gi amek seseorang balik dari kerja. Dia balik kol 5 tapi aku turun awal sebab nak pegi pejabat pos sebab nak renew lesen aku yang tamat tempohnyer hari nih. Sampai tempat kerja seseorang dalam kol 455. Then aku call dia n kata aku dah kat bawah.. Sian dia.. hari nih dia kena kerja keras.. biler dier citer jer mender tuh.. terus hati aku yang tengah panas nih sejuk balik dengar suare manja dier.. Dier kata dier ader sket lagi kerja yang belum settle. So, aku tunggu lagi n lebih kurang satu jam suku kemudian, dia pon klua..ngan baju oren dier, nampak kiut sgt..toin,toin,toin..hehehe.. Tetiba... Brush........ hujan turun dengan lebatnyer... So basah koyops lah kami sesampainyer di rumah.. Hiks.. nak buat camner.. Ader kete g jual, saper suruh.. Sampai jer umah terus melepak n citer saki-baki citer yang tak abeh tgh hari tadik... Sekianlah dulu posting aku kali nih.. sok.. Tah, nak ngamok kat sekolah kot. Grrrr!!!! Adiozzzzzzzzz.....

P/s: Semalam ader sorang budak dari sekolah aku, budak darjah satu meninggal dunia akibas dilanggar dengan bas. Budak tuh naik basikal dengan abang dia, n abang dia buat 'willie' n tak sedar ader sebuah bas di belakang dorang. Si abang cuma terseliuh tangan manakala si adik meninggal ditempat kejadian setelah digilis oleh bas tersebut. Kejadian berlaku kira-kira jam 6 ptg. Marilah sama-sama kita sedekahkan surah Al-Fatihah kepada arwah.. Al-Faatihah..

Love, hug and kiss....

Two Things Missed.. Regret..

Yesterday was quite a busy day for me. Yeah. Only for one day, everybody in the school seems like enjoy meeting me.Not enjoying the moment when they see me but enjoying the moment I agree to help them doing something. Well, that's me, a person who doesn't like to see people suffer in headache.
After several times doing all the jobs given, now I do realized that people of my school just want to see me if they have any job related to my talent (drawing pictures). If not, they will let me alone doing my own jobs. Why do people always using me? Was it only me who felt like that. But I do appreciate some of the seniors who kept on telling me advices, not to give up teaching, don't keep any bad thoughts and all those kinda advices.
And I do agree with them. They also said that I'm sometimes quite annoying to them. When I lost my mood, I will get mad to everybody in the school. That what I call super moody. Talking about moody, last night was the 'moodiest' night in my life. The story is like this...
According to actual plan, last night after coming back from school, I need to pick up my bro at his working place. He's going back from work at 8 pm. So I need to move from my house 30 minutes earlier. Ready I am, took two helmets, and heading to the door. Then I heard from my mum's voice, "Ajib, hang nak p mana?" me replied"Aku nak p amek Apit la, awat?" then my mum told me that my sis also wanted to follow us. So, I went inside back and had made some important calls. To Apit (sorry, I did called you several times but you didn't answer it and made you walk from Intel to Bukit Jambul). To Ijah (I'm really, really mad at you. How could you didn't noticed me earlier that you cannot come).
As for the result, I didn't make it at 8 pm but I did at 1030 pm. Thanks a lot to my dearest someone who always holding my back when I need it. Sorry to Zaif and Fahmi cause I made a rush decisions without thinking (FYI Zaif and Fahmi just got here. They're from K.L and I knew they're still tired after a long journey). And so the second plan (to send my mum to the bus station as she's going back to Pahang), had been ruined. THANKS A LOTS to my DEAREST sister... That why sometimes I hate gurl's promisses.. After some discussions made between my bro and me, we agreed there was no one to be blame off (but still I take the blame on me because I who made the 1st promised).. Next time, just follow the original plan.. That's right man.... Adios..

Accidents...

I woke up late yesterday as i've doen a lots of works the other day. I felt so tired. My head is spinning around, witk flu and aslo had no stamina at all. Then took a bath, took out clothes and ready to work. Before heading to work, I had to meet the mechanic first. Need to repair the flat tyre.. Then I str8 to work. On my way, there was an accident happened. It was a lorry. the one which carries trash in it. It had blocked the road to my work place.
Talking about yesterday's accident, several days before, a kid from my kampung (kuantan, pahang) also had an accident here in penang and he died.
Here I would like to share with you all the readers about my experiences in accidents. I had involved in many kind of accidents iin my life. And still I can remember all those happened to me. And the toughest accident happened to me was I'm in form 4. I drove a car that time.
.... One day, like usual(while I'm having a school break), I helped my father selling nasi lemak not far from my house. The reason I'm selling the nasi lemak was because, I needed to gain money to support my study. So, I drove to the stall.
As I finished selling the nasi lemak, I went back str8 to my house. Then, my mother had asked me to buy her some fish and chicken at a market not far from my house too. So I went ther and bought the goods for my mum. Reached home, I said to my mum that I wanted to use motorcycle. My mum said my father had took it before me. Went me out again.
Then, here was where the tragedy happened. While I drove back to my father to change the car I drove with the motorcycle, I had an excident. It just me alone in the car. While sang the song called Ibu Kota Cinta I drove in slow mode. Reached at a corner, I'd bumped on a bumper which I did't realize it existence at that time. So, flew I did and went str8 to a gradient which four metres deep. In the car, what I'm thinking was, "what should I tell my father? Can he faced the fact that I used his car and crushed it into pieces?" Those sentences appeared in my mind while I'm flying towards the gradient. Oh my God! That time, I didn't care if I died.
As the car stopped down the gradient, I crawled up and asked for help. Thank goodness, I'm still alived and had no bad injury. Just had some scratched on back of my body.
A few minutes later, my father came. And here I can feel his careness on me. While people busy looking at the crashed car, My father in rushed looking for me and hug me, and cried in front of me. It touched my feeling. That was my first time looking at my father's cries. He said, "If car crash, he can buy for a new one, but if i die, where can he find a speacial son like me"... Uwaa.. his words are so touching. He sent me to a clinic for futher checking(thanks dad, I owed you so much in this life).
The doctor said that I'm fine and then he asked my father what am I got into.. Then the doc quite shocked when he heard thatI had a car accident and the injury just like I'm riding a cycle. So? That's the God's will. A day later, I went to school as usual and everybody came to me and looked at like I'm a stranger to them. Wahaha.. That's it. Enough of the memories..
So you guys up there, drive carefully... think of your love one.. money can buy things but it can't by lives... End here... Adios Crontos....

Love, hug and kiss.....

The Family Reunion.

Hi again..
Today, I'd relaxed my mind. I don't want to think of anything about someone anymore. As I knew today someone is returning home. Wah! I'm so glad to hear that.
Early in the morning as the clock shown 9 am(to me it is early), woke up and huish.. something happened to me. Some scars on my leg. What the .......(don't know what cause the scars)
Back to the topic. As today, I went for a ceremony. It is to rememorize my grandparents death. So, here we are, gathering all together..(my family, my mum's sisters and brothers family.) Wow! Quite a huge group. My mum had 8 brothers and sisters, and she was the sixth.
Just now, from 8 am till 3 pm, all of us were gathered at my mum's 2nd sis. As the 1st one had past away a few years ago. So, I tried to count all the cousins I had this afternoon.
Some of them worked, Some studying, and also some of them aren't doing anything at all.
What a suprise.. I haven't visit them for quite some times and looked at their changes.. Erm.. I think I'm the smallest person in the gathering.. most of them are in a big size person. Huh! what a man. I also being introduced by my mum one by one as I don't even remember their names and their relationship to me.. First.. the youngest sis of my grandpa(she still alive but a bit slow-old woman), the youngest bro of my granma(he quite rude to all of us), my mums cousins and many more.. Huh! What a names to remember..
So.. it all end up with hand shake and soem chat.. I need to go back home quickly.. My duty today - sending up Syafiq back to Penang, cleaning up the house cause tonite i might receive some guests, invite 'someone' at the bus station.. That all for today... Adios carnals.......

Love, hug and kiss.

How Should I?

Another story came out today.. Just because I'm so bored doing nothing, back from having some meals this evening, I just go str8 to d computer to download some games for me to play.
After finished downloading the games, I just kept on playing with it until I realized that d time has come for the Anugerah Era at channel 4 (Astro Ria)-Live from Bukit Jalil.
As I watch the programme, I kept on thinking what does d someone doing rite now.. eaten yet?bathe yet?had some rest after a long journey from Genting?Hmm, hope someone can tell me when someone return home tomorrow. I'm sure someone will bring a lots of stories for me to listen to.
Talking bout d Anugerah.. There were still some mistaked done by the organizer. And sure they need to improve for the next year's Anugerah.. By d way, my mum also had called me within the time I watching tv. She told me to come and see her tonite, but mummy.. I'm so sorry.. I cannot go there because I don't have any appropriate transport to go there. Even if my bro has come back from work, but what can I do? It is 'night' mum.. I cannot cycle there alone.. quite far also..
So, I'll go there tomorrow aa..
Tomorrow.. Lots of things to do,lost of peoples to meet,uncles, aunties, nieces, cousins..old friends..huh.. sure there will be a lots of stories to tell. Urgh.. I hate it..
Ok then.. I think that all for now.. I'll write something later... Adios carnals....

Love, hug and kiss...

Later..Today..or Tomorrow

Oh god..please..I don't know what else to do today..I kept on praying..I kept on asking..
Why?I don't know why...Only someone can answer it..
wake up early but don't know what to do..wash clothes as there were to many of them in my room. They made my room look so anoying..With my adopted son is around, I do asked him to do some simple things in my house. But still, everything I did, I'll always saw someone with it..
I mean it..Oh please..Is there anything I can do?Kept on trying to avoids the feeling but the same thing happened..As I'm writing my post rite now,I'm still listening to the Backstreet Boy's song titled incomplete, followed by the song from Hazrul Nizam (Malaysian artist) titled Kaulah Segalanya..That is because I'm feeling so incomplete rite now..
My housemate just left me.. He went out to see somebody..Don't want to ask him more details..I'm not a reporter though..I haven't eat yet, and so does my son..
I don't feel like want to have some meals for the moment.. Need to adjust my feelings..
I take a deep breath..a very deep one.isk isk isk...Hon..when are you going to return home.I miss you very much..Anyway..life has to go on.. Now I need to fill my empty stomach with something. Adios for now..

Love, hug and kiss...

Without you, My life is incomplete

I sleep without you.. I felt something missing again..
I missed your kisses, your hug, and all about you..
before I went to sleep, here is the song that i'd listened to..
Incomplete.. Song by The Backstreet Boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Someone missing in my life for a while

Early in the morning, we woke up together. Had a bath and prepare things to bring along together. We rushed to the bus station as 'someone's ticket at 1030 am. However, we still didn't make it. So, we had to wait for the next bus to come. Nobody knows what I'm thinking at that moment. I feel like I don't want to go out anywhere. Just wanted to sit there and wach 'someone' in time being spend for me. I don't want to loose those moments. I don't want to miss any single thing that 'someone' did. 'Someone' meant a lot to me.
Even though we'd spent many times together, but still I can't stand this situation. Still I have to go to work and just let this feelings away for a while. It doesn't mean I want to forget everything, just to keep my head steady.
To 'someone'... please return back as soon as you can.. cause I can't hold it.

Love, hug and kiss...

Sajak

Assalamualaikum...
It been almost a week I didn't write anything in this blog...
Starting from Tuesday which that day, I'd made a poem fro my beloved country.. Malaysia..
So, here is the poem;

Dirimu...

Dirimu pesat membangun,
Dirimu semakin membangun,
Dirimu menjadi kebanggaan ramai,
Dirimu sering menjadi sebut-sebutan,
Dirimu semakin dikenali,
Dirimu semakin kuat bersaing,
Dirimu semakin digeruni.

Dirimu amat dikagumi,
Dirimu mudah untuk difahami,
Dirimu mudah untuk diikuti,
Dirimu mudah untuk diingati,
Bersama usiamu yang semakin dewasa,
Bersama tenaga yang dikerah bersama,
Bersama kepercayaan yang dijunjung setia,
Bersama kejayaan yang dikecapi bersama.

Dirimu tak akan dipersia,
Biarpun rakyatmu meningkat usia,
Setiap tahun usiamu disambut,
Kejayaanmu senantiasa disebut,
Sesungguhnya haruslah kau sedari,
Hanyalah namamu sentiasa di hati,
Darjatmu terus dijulang tinggi,
Biarpun jasad dimamah bumi,
Namun namamu terus di sanubari,
Kerana dirimu begitu dihargai,
Dirimu Malaysia, oh ibu pertiwi...

So, it just end like that.. How was it?

SKBM Carnival Sales

Hi ols..
Yesterday, I’ve attended a meeting for the carnival sales of my school. It kind of a boring meeting though. There were lots of changes being made from the original version of the carnival. The main objective fro the carnival is to collect the PIBG’s fund. Haha… finally they’ve made a decision to get some money from the parents.
Speaking of collecting money from the parents, actually, the parents mostly, were not agreed. You know why? Because, they don’t like to donate to the school. But they don’t mind buying something from the school. Erm… this situation is quite complicated. As for them, giving out money and don’t get anything is worthless, but giving out money and get some goods is better. Even the price is quite expensive.
As we met yesterday, the PIBG’s were agreed to reduce the site rental from RM30 to RM10 and they’ll take 20% from the sales collection as commission. So, the carnival is going to be held on this 24th September. There will be exhibition from the Police and the Fire Bridget. Also some shops will be open too. Motor show, taking pictures with snakes and horses and… and… and… and many more… so, do join us on that day. It will be held from 8 am to 6 pm. All you have to do is just buy the coupons and walk around the shops prepared.

Adios… for now

Hulu "Pili" @ Sungai "Pili"

Selewat pagi aku bangun tido. Kononnyer nak balas dendam hari semalam yang terpaksa bangun awal pagi. Muahahaha.. Kreeeokoekeekkkk... Wah... panjang bunyik perut aku kelaparan. Hehe, Cter pasal perut akuteringat kes budak semalam. Camner perut die leh hadam aaa? Musykil aku. Takper, itu semua kehendak yang Maha Esa. Kita sebagai makhluknya tak berhak untuk menilai kejadian-Nya.
Tak lama lepas tuh, ader org call ajak pi Auto City. Nak tengok Mawi nyer konsert katanyer. Eheks, Mawi? minat ker aku? Kalo CT tuh haruslah aku tunggu n pi tengak, tapi tak suka gak pi tempat² crowded sgt nih. Pakcik dah ler jenih yang susah hendak menafaskan diri ni. Wahahaa.
Ct oh Ct, biler la ko nak pinang aku. Ecewah..
So, before kitorang pi Auto City tuh, melantak la dulukan. Perut pon dah mendendangkan lagu Aduhai Saleha dah nih. So, pi la PERDA. Mamam² kat situ, then meneruskan perjalanan kami yang terbantut itu.
Sampai jer, Ya-Allahurabbi.. ramainyer makhluk. Ehek. Takper la kan. Itu yang aku restecpa ngan rakyat Melaysia kiter nih. Maner² jer ader pameran ker,konsert,ceramah perdana,perhimpunan haram, semua diorang join. Itulah yang dinamakan Demokrasi Berperlembagaan.. Bak kata org Kelate, "Demo kasi"..Hehehe. Tu yang dorang amek tuh. Jgn mare...
Lepak kat situ tgk org willie² moto, pameran moto, dah terasa bosan(yang anjurkan RTM, mana tak bosan, ditambah lagi ngan kewujudan Azwan Ali yang fofular wannabe tuh kan) hish.. bosan lah uols... Dah ler panas, hujan, crowded ngan manusia, lagi plak, yang buatnyer tuh stesen tv oldies..hehe.. so kitorang decide pi tempat lain. So, they came with an idea, pi Hulu "Pili" (nama sebenar - Hulu Paip). But before that, we have to singgah somewhere sebab nak makan cendol. Ader ler seseorang tuh "kempulun" nak makan cendol. Takper.. kiter bawak n bagi dia makan puas².
Abeh jer meneruskan perjalanan sambil singgah sekali dua tuk beli kueh n ayor. Sampek jer kat kawasan tuh, satu tragedi telah berlaku, keta sangkut kat tengah² bukit. Erk.. kes naya nih, so tuka driver, aku plak bawak.. Dengan segala kepakaran yang telah diberikan oleh P Subramaniam, aku pon drive dengan selambanya untuk meneruskan perjalanan yang sememangnya tersangkut ituh. About two minutes later, sampailah kitorang ker destinasi yang hendak dituju. suasana hijau itu amat menyenangkan dadaku ini. Sekali sekala dapat menjauhkan diri dari kesibukan lalu lintas, lepak² kat utan nih pon ok gaks.. Aper salahnyer kan. Orang dulu² pon buat rumah dalam utan. Kuala Lumpur yang dibanggakan sgt tuh pon asal hutan. Dah jangan nak bangga lagi dah.. Ehehe.. teremosi plak.
So, kami bermandi manda kat sana lebih kurang 2 jam.. sejuk, kecut, so balik la.. Hehehe.. otw balik, singgah jap kat satu kedai bunga pasal teringinplak nak bela bunga orkid.. Bela ek? What eva.. so belila bunga orkid. ada gak beli bunga lain macam kaktus, pokok halau chalie, pasu, bunga gantung²(aper tah nama dia), then pasu n bunga kiambang.. Penuh keta Zyf ngan bunga bungaan.. Thank beb..
Aku rasa tu jer kot karangan aku yang bertajuk cuti hujung minggu ku. To someone, what make u upset while we're on our wat to d Auto City? Did I done anything wrong?

Kisah Seorang Budak Darjah 3.

Assalamualaikum kengkawan semua...
Hari ni aku ada satu kesah yang agak menarik nak citer kat korang sme.
Kat sekolah aku ada sorang budak. Nama budak Imran. Gambo dia takder dalam koleksi album aku. Hehehe.. Budak nih kalau korang nak tau, dia ada sedikit keistimewaan,iaitu.. selamba kodok nak mampus. Selama dua taun aku ngaja, baru hari nih aku dengar sesuatu tentang budak tuh.
So, ceritanyer cengginih, tadi aku masuk kelas English, so, dari tak buat aper², aku sajer ler besembang ngan bebudak aku tuh.. then satu cerita telah terbongkar. Mengikut sumber yang datangnyer dari beliau sendirik serta beberapa orang saksi mata mengatakan yang budak ini boleh memakan apa sahaja yang difikirkan oleh beliau dicuba.
Antara benda yang telah dimentekedarah oleh beliau adalah :- bunga (pahit sikit katanya), daun ( tak sedap), taik idung (pahit-so pepatah "taik idung masin" tuh salah lah ek), taik telinga (masin-sepatutnya klua pepatah "taik telinga masin"), taik dia sendirik (tak sedap lansung), kertas (tak rasa apa²), kapur tulis (tak rasa apa² gak), and many more yang aku sendirik takleh nak pecaya. And biler aku tanya balik dia naper dia makan sme mender² tuh, dia jawab dengan selambanya dia kata "saje jer sir, saya nak rasa", Erk tekezut aku ngan statement yang budak tuh kuarkan.
Then aku pk balik, mungkin inilah akan terjadi sekiranya berlaku perpecahan dalam keluarga. Yang jadik mangsa budak². Iyer la kan, dah tentu budak nih tensen ngan kelakuan ke2² org tuanya, so dia amek keputusan amek benda len yang leh bagi dier epi. Tak pon mak bapak budak nih tak pernah amek tau pon hal² anak dorang. Aku terkilan gak. Tah la. Selama nih pon aku ingat budak nih memang bodo piang, ruper²nyer dia nih bodo sengaja dibuat (just untuk amek perhatian orang len). Kesian aku ngan die nih.
Takperlah.. Aku sebagai seorang guru yang penuh dedikasi, akan mengajarmu dengan penuh semangat dan berwibowo.. But before I left the class, I told the kid that he cannot do those disgusting habbit.. And I do hope he will listen to what I'm saying.. Adios for now..

Love, hug and kiss...

Cerita Semalam

Al kisah.. maka tersebut lah kisah.. Sang Kancil datang beramai-ramai berjumpa dengan Sultan Fir 'Aun.. Mana Fir 'Aun pakai Sultan.. Entah..
Hik hik hik.. saper tau tuh skrip citer aper? Tau kan.. Hehehe. ALamak dah macam kuiz penonton di rumah la plak. Tutup kes ngarut.. Back to the topic.
Yesterday, before went to school, I'd made a few phone call.. 1st to the TM, asked about my phone bills, 2nd to the Streamyx, also about my bills, and the 3rd to the TNB, also about bills.
Recently, a lot of bills came to my house. And all of them were in high priced. Wow.. I have to spend a lot of money in bills.
The first cal I made was about my phone bill. I've waited fro about one month and yet the bill still 'absent'. Are they working? Do they do their jobs? Same with the TNB. Hey dude.. Where is my bill ha? Are you going to wait the amount grows higher? Please don't laa. I need to plan my xpendature. If not I'll run out of budget. HUH! What a shame..
Then came tothe TNB. I'd been fooled around with call xtentions. 1st person hung up. Same with the 2nd and the 3rd. I only can speak with the 4th person but still, the person spoke with me in a rude way. How can it be? You as an operator should be polite to your customers. Speak in good way. Don't just like "caugh on the stairs". Wah gune peribahasa melayu dalam english plak dah.. hehe.. Continue.. If you don't want to work, go home and 'dodoi' your baby laa. Why still want to work? Haiya.. OK la.. Tutup citer semalam.. nanti berapi plak kepala aku memikirkan kes dak² keje kat kerajaan nih.. Adios..

Sekolah oh Sekolah..

Assalamualaikum..
"Bangun semua.. Assalamualaikum cikgu.." Itulah ungkapan yang aku dengar dari hari Isnin sampai le hari Jumaat..
kekadang ader yg bunyi semangat, kekadang ader yang bunyi tak berapa nak semangat..
Ntah laa anak murid aku nih.
Tadi aku gi sek macam biase kol 12 setengah.. Sampai sek lebih kurang kol 1 lebih sket..
Ok la tu, takyah la aku nak lelama tunggu dak² tu sme masuk kelas.
Lagi pon minggu nih minggu exam, so takyah aku nak mensibukkan diri menyiapkan lesson plan aku.. Tampal jer jadual exam tuh dah cukup menggembirakan hati 'Mak Tiri' aku tuh..
Abih jer aku dok jaga peksa, aku gi lepak kat bilik guru.. ader la 2-3 org cikgu yg takder kelas cam aku yang dok lepak skali dalam tuh.. Boring gak, kertas peksa sme aku dah rite, ader la tinggal sket lagi yang aku nak bawak balik supaya seseorang itu tolong meraitkannyer.. Eheks, takder niat pon camtuh..
So waktu dalambilik tuh, aku keluarkanlah satu topik yg hangat gak la kat sekolah aku.. Berkenaan dengan cuti peristiwa.
Sepatutnya cuti nih kitorang dapat bila ada big event kat sekolah.. But then, si 'Mak Tiri' nih plak memandai jer nak amek cuti tuh utk sambung raya Deepavali ngan Raya Aidilfitri.
Skang aperdah jadik Makcik? K'jaan dah ishtiharkan cuti,tapi hari sek kena ganti ngan arih Sabtu.. Dah jadik kes naya kat kitorang plak..
Then berita terbaru aku dengar dari 'Makcik Penyelia' aku, cuti tuh nak kena burn.
Amboi² Cik Non. Sesuke ati jer korang nak burn cuti yg telah "diperuntukkan" itu.
Ini dah kesnaya beb.. Nih yang wa tak ske nih..
Wahaha.. Then aku tanyer la pendapat cikgu² yg len. Yelakan saje nak bukak topik.
Dorang kata, memang tak patut pun dorang wat camtuh.. Mentang² ler si 'Mak Tiri' tuh ader cuti tahunan, cuti kitorang nih nak dikorbankan.. Banyak canteek muka kau..
So pengerusi badan kebajikan guru pon citer kat aku yang dorang akan buat meeting nak tanya pasal menda nih.. O yer ker?hehe.. Setau aku 'Mak Tiri' kitorang nih sukar menerima pendapat staff len. Dia rasa dia jer yang betul.. Fed up aku ngan 'Org Lanjut' usia nih, ader jer yang tak kena.. Anyway, biar la dia nak merasai kekuasaan itu sebab dia akan dipencenkan dua taunlagi.. Hehe...Selamat berehat cikgu..Sok ader meeting pasal jamuan ujung taun.. Tah la nak buat kat mana plak.. Taun lepas makan ikan bakar, tapi biler aku sampai sme dah abeh makan. Hampeh tul dorang nih. Siap ngan ucapan penutup lagi.. Uwaa.. Nyesal aku bayo.. Seb bek leh refund..
Erm.. harap² dorang wat la kat temapt yang berbeza sket utk taun nih supaya sme cikgu cikgi tak terasa bosannyer ketika makan bersama dengan geng² 'Mak Tiri' tuh..
And I also hope that this year, I win the most popular teacher among the students..
For now.. Adios..

Love, hug and kiss..

Peningkatan

Assalamualaikum....
Sini aku nak ceritakan sket tentang sesuatu yang kowang sme tak brape nak tau..
Aku umo 23. Taun depan umo aku 24.. So, skang aku dah keje kat gabemen punye sek.
Aku ngaja.. ngaja Bahasa Penjajah ngan Bahasa Ibunda. Di samping tuh aku gak ngaja PJ n Seni..
Wahaha..cam baru start tulih blog jer..Kes kes kes..
Lagi satu cerita.. Aku ada sorang anak angkat.. Dia nih anak murid aku.. Nama dier Sapik..comel..n cute.. Iyola kan.. budak-budak..
So kat sini aku nak citer sket pasal si budak Sapik nih..
Memula aku kenal taun lepas, waktu tu dia darjah 2. dok kelas blakang skali.. kelas dak2 taktau ngeja.. Dia memang rapat dari dulu laghik..
But then, this year baru aku amek dia jadik anak angkat aku..Sesuai ker?
Ehek.. sesuai kot..Skang dah nih dah darjah 3 n dah semakin meningkat pelajarannya..
Thanks to semua yang terlibat dalam kerja² memulihkan otak si budak Sapik ini..
To Sapik,"Pak harap, Sapik boleh jadi seorang remaja yang cemerlang, gemilang, serta terbilang di masa akan datang", insyaallah..

Pantun Nasihat

Kuntuman bunga mekar di taman,
Harum mewangi puspa kemboja,
Semua nasihat disia jangan,
Agar kelak jadi berguna.

Ke rumah Pak Sani membeli jamu,
Janganlah pula tersipu-sipu,
Jikalau kamu hidup berilmu,
Takkan mudah kamu ditipu.

Di tepi sungai mengerat rotan,
Rotan dikerat dibuat lokan,
Janganlah gentar pabila dirotan,
Itulah pedoman si anak jantan.

Percikan api panas sekali,
Meliang-liuk ditiup sang bayu,
Menahan adat biarlah bertali,
Agar bangsamu tak mudah layu.

Anak Pak Samad dan anak Pak Sani,
Bermain gasing di tepi papan,
Dengarlah semua pesanku ini,
Untuk bangsamu dimasa hadapan.

Love, kiss and hug..

Informations...To me?

Hi olls..
Yesterday was a very simple day in me life.
Nothin much happened. After the tragedy of charlie and the rest, me just went on with the normal life. Cleaned up d house since me ain't workin, washed d dishes, n oso d clothes, as usual.
About the information...
Yesterday, me'd a call from me workmate, he told dat me supposed to come out wit d question paper for exam.. Me got blur dat tem..Me doin d quest'n paper?Me'd done it b4.Me'd done d English 1.So?den he sed,"oh, Nazif c'mon,itu BI punye.Yang aku maksudkan soalan BM. Ko dah siapkan ke belom?"Erk!Me again?wei nape ko tak bagitau awai²?Klu tak dah minggu lepas aku submit kat ko.
So, yesterday, me'd an arguement wit'im. Me sed,me never got d tiemteble 4 d question preparation, n so, me dunno who'r goin to prepare for it.
... d arguement took about 15 mins ...
N as a result, since me ain't workin yesterday, so he'd to replace me work n cover me up.
As a payback, me've to prepare d question 4 end term.. Wut a mess..
Talkin about information, me have a hiphop lyric to sho uoll.. Just poped out my brein..
Wikiwakkapoo.. Bout d melody,think of ur own melody..

Informations..

Informations..

Good or bad..

To tell or to order..

Must know or must not know..

The truths or the lies..

It is all about..

Informations..

Some are good to hear..

You'll have a baby..

Mummy, I did it..

I got 17A in my exam..

The gas price is goin down..

Workin days..

4 days a week..

N d most..

This year bonus..

1 year bonus..

Some are afraid to be heard..

We have to cut ur legs..

Ur baby..

Isn't like d other..

D goods prices..

R gettin higher..

We'll be attack by d aliens..

N d most..

There is no..

No bonus at all..

N it seems like we..

We've been used to it..

We must get use to it..

We must be able to handle it..

We must,We must,we must..

Nobody can help us..

Nobody can share wit us..

Specially when d,

F##kin information is bad..

Me have to face it..

You have to face it too..

We all have to face it..

By our own..

Information..

Don't get it wrong..

It just a word..

Wit all d impresions..

Good..happy..

Bad..sad..

Good..cheer up..

Bad..dissapointed..

Gather, unite..

in just a word..

Information..

Lav, Kis n Hug

Stupid Charlie

The Charlie strikes again. I don't know what else to do. The thing had entered my short.. Damn it. What do you want aa Mr Charlie? Find other thing la to bite..

Isk isk isk.. Now I have to suffer this.. Urgh what a pain..

To 'someone',thank 4 d concern. I appreciate it very much.

Btw, last Sat, a friend of mine had celebrated his bday. Nothing mush, just a simple party wit some friends. To them, thanks for the invitation n oso for the foods served.. I m glad that u r happy..

This week is a test week.. n oso the UPSR.. Maybe I dont have to teach a lot since my pupils have to answer the test.. Hehe..

The dreams,

2 dreams came,

all about u,

1st came,

u re being surrounded by thousands of people,

ready to knock u down,

ready to break ur legs,

ready to break ur face,

ready to do anything they could,

can you survive it?

I m sure u can,

n I m sure u will,

2nd came,

we re having a war,

n d soldiers r searching 4 traitors,

but still,

they oso search for sx,

they found us,

they ve captured u,

I try to fight back,

but cant,

I loose,

I failed to protect u,

they ve taken u away,

I chased u,

I found u lying on d ground,

hopeless,

breathless,

I get angry,

I knocked them 1 by 1,

I took d pistol,

I shot them,

I m sattisfied,

I ran to you back,

to search for a hope,

hope that u stil alive,

hape that u still can breath,

cause u r d only 1 I loved,

from d bottom of my heart,

afraid to loose u,

afraid u would leave me,

alone,

in this world,

n have no one to care about me,

whether I m happy,

I m sad,

scare,

n all I can do is just hope,

awaken from dreaming,

there u r,

still sleeping soundly,

like a little baby,

cute one,

n most of all,

still breathing,

still caring,

still full of hopes,

inside n outside,

n 4 sure,

from now on,

n until d rest of d day,

no 1 will never take u away from me,

I will protect u with all my live n soul..

Love, kisses and hugs.

Sentap, Kecik ati dan sebagainya

My statements was so easy to understand..
"I am tired".. I really need some rests.. Just now, my room locked from inside..
and me? outside the room with no key.. so I have to be a thief wanna be.
Using some tools to open up the door but can't..
Me? still outside and wet. Thank goodness Zyf was here and help me with the door..
My bro Apiet was also helping me with it..
Finished at last.. the door opened and I think I can get my rest, but unfortunately, another event came out..
I had to go to the 4th floor to help a friend of mine to move his stuffs to a new house..
Up me go, down with some goods.
Then I went up again to get something, and came down back to suprise 'someone'.
But the 'someone' seems like not interesting at all..
Am I dumb? Getting something that not suprising at all..Argh..
OK then..Whateva..
To releaf my patients, I do another work.. And now.. I am so tired and I want to sleep..

Kenapa Ek??

Wind blows slowly..
me at class.. As i reached school, my supervisor who i called "Mak Petang" called me..
She asked me.. Why are you late again? take the sunat prayer aa?
Ergh.. What should i tell her? I am not a lier. Each time I late, I will tell her the truth..
But this time the truth was, i am overslept.. Can the reason be trusted?
Well you think about it urself.. Oh God.. please.. I need you.. Astaghfirullahal'azim..
Late to school.. You know what.. i am an expert in this part.. Always late to work, to class, for dating, to sleep, and everything.. even when I am dealing with bills.. Lots of bills, and i will delay or making a late payment..
I don't know myself why.. Why this 'late' virus always attacking me..
Erm.. Isk Isk Isk.. mummy.. I need you around.. please help your son..
i need your guides.. I need your advices.. I really need you..
Sometimes I feel like I want to cry..
Should I cry? Can an adult cries for a simple reason?
Uwaaa..

Keinginan.. Terhad

Hi olls..
Aku di sini nak bercerita sket tentang sesuatuh.. yang pastinya aku sendirik taktau nak citer aper..
First of all, aku ingin minta maaf kepada seseorang yang berada nun jauh di sana..
seseorang yang aku maksudkan ialah bapak aku..
Abah, sori ek, aku takleh nak pegi balai polis tuh.. Bukannyer aper, satu hal jauh..
Kat Ulu Selangor tuh (kes saman speed trap), and satu hal lagi, al-puluzz.. Yilek wannakeq..
Ehehehe..
Ok back to the story.. Yesterday was a very unhealthy day for me.. I am so blur, do not know what to do in class, do not know what to teach.. and many more things happened yesterday.
Woke up late, and doing all the house keeping in a rush, so all the things i had done yesterday was misserable..
I entered my first class, there were some boys playing "soccer" back of the class. Hey! What the heck, you come to school to study or play? Do you have any respect to me?
So, i came out with an idea which was, I let those naughty pupils to play outside the class while I am teaching inside. I thought by giving that kind of punishment will make them feel guilty of themselves, tapi.. toin-toin.. lain plak yang jadik.. fyi, dak-dak tuh leh bantai sambung main dengan selambanya di tengah-tengah terik sang mentari tengah hari.. Cipan soot tul dak-dak nih.. tuh baru darjah 3.. Dah la taktau nak mengeja, membaca, taktau malu plak tuh.. dak-dak kelas len tgk jer dorang men tuh.. aku plak yang rasa segan ngan cikgu dan cikgi yang len.. Cipet makahai.. so, i had to change my plan. Aku soh plak dorang ketuk ketampi kat atas astaka.
Aku bajet nak soh wat sampai 50 kali, but then, "Mak Tiri" plak datang.. trus sound aku yang aku takley nak wat tindakan melulu.. Dalam ati aku kata 'ko tak ngaja dorang ko tak tau la camner rase seksa nyer ngaja budak yg bodoh sombong tuh plus tak tau malu n suke kena denda..
then aku biar "Mak Tiri" tuh yg handle bebudak tuh.. Aku masuk kelas balik n continue with my lesson as next week will have a test. A monthly test.
Pas tuh plak class end up and aku taktau nak wat per.. Iyela kan.. Aku nyer timetable tok ari tuh dah abeh.. So, melepak laa.. and everything menjadik sesuatuh yang tersangat bosan..
Balik umah jumpa 'dia' n malam kuau makan ngan member-member.
Rumah aku plak kini didatangi lagi seorang penyewa. Penyewa lama gak.. Tapi dulu dia kuau jap lepak kat hostel tempat dier keje.. n skang kompany die dah tanak ramai org, so die kene la quit from his job.. Bertambah lah lagi sorang penghuni A1-02-07 ini.. Hehehe..
Wateva.. Janji bayar sewa sama rata ngan kitorang sme..
Barang dalam umah nih pon dah complete.. so, pandai-pandailah guna dengan sebijak-bijaknyer.. Apa-apa pon sampai sinijer la dulu ek.. Adios krompos..

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Persoalan hidup dan pilihan..
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Dengan berbagai pilihan..
Mengapa sering terjadi..
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Menghadapi masa depan..
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